Kuyambira ndili wamng'ono, ndinaphunzira kuti n'kofunika kusangalatsa ndi kukopa anthu. Zinali zofunika kukhala wanzeru, kupeza maphunziro abwino, kukhala otchuka, kuvala mafashoni, ndi zina zotero. Ndili mwana komanso wachinyamata, nthawi zambiri ndinkadziyerekezera ndi anthu ena, koma sindinkaona kuti ndine wabwino ngati aliyense wa iwo. Anzanga nthawi zonse ankaoneka anzeru, ooneka bwino, komanso bwino pa masewera.
Ndinataya kudzidalira kwanga ndipo ndinakhala chete kwambiri. Chifukwa chakuti ndinakhala chete kwambiri, ndinayamba kulephera kugwirizana ndi ena ndipo pamapeto pake ndinataya anzanga. Sindinathe kunena zimene ndinkafuna kunena chifukwa ndinkaopa kwambiri kuti ena sangakonde. Ndinamva ngati ndili kunja. Ndikukumbukira kuti ndinali wosungulumwa kwambiri ndi wosasangalala. Zinali ngati kuti ine weniweniyo ndinatsekeredwa m'bokosi, ndipo ndinalakalaka kukhala womasuka.
Sindinafune kukhala moyo wanga wonse monga munthu wachisoni wosungulumwa ameneyu ndipo ndinayamba kufunafuna chinachake chomwe chingandisangalatse ndi kundibweretsera mtendere. Sindinamvetsebe kuti chifukwa cha vuto langa chinali chakuti ndinakhala moyo wopanda Mulungu ndi kuti ndi Mulungu yekha amene ndingapeze ufulu weniweni.
Zimangofunika zimene Mulungu amaganiza
Pamene ndinali ndi zaka 20, ndinakumana ndi munthu amene anandiuza, kwa nthawi yoyamba m'moyo wanga, kuti ndikhoza kupempha Yesu mumtima mwanga ndipo Iye adzakhala bwenzi langa. Yesu anakhala Ambuye wanga ndi Mpulumutsi; Ndinapereka mtima wanga wonse ndi moyo wanga m'manja Mwake. Sindinamvenso kukhala ndekha. Ndinasiya kuyesa kulamulira moyo wanga, popeza kuti ndinaphunzira mopweteka kuchokera m'mbuyomu kuti moyo woterowo unangodzetsa malingaliro a kugwiritsidwa mwala, chisoni, ndi kupanda chimwemwe. Tsopano ndinafunikira Yesu kuti anditsogolere moyo wanga ndi kunditsogolera m'zosankha zanga zonse. Ndinamva chimwemwe ndi mtendere koma ndinkada nkhawabe ndi zimene anthu ankandiganizira.
Kaŵirikaŵiri, ndinkapezeka ndikufotokoza zimene ndinanena kapena kuchita kuti nditsimikizire kuti ena andivomereza. Pang'ono ndi pang'ono Mzimu Woyera wa Mulungu unandisonyeza kudzera m'Mawu Ake kuti panali Mmodzi yekha amene ndinayenera kumukondweretsa, ndipo ameneyo anali Yesu. Iye anandikonda ndipo anandifera kuti ndikhale womasuka ku zimene anthu ankaganiza za ine.
Ndinapanga chosankha cholimba cha kuleka kuyesa kukondweretsa anthu, koma kungokondweretsa Yesu wanga wokondedwa. Mawu a Mulungu amene anandithandiza pa nthawi imeneyo anali akuti, "Palibe chilichonse padziko lapansi chimene chingabisike kwa Mulungu. Chilichonse n'chomveka bwino ndipo chili chotseguka pamaso pake, ndipo kwa iye tiyenera kufotokoza mmene takhalira." Ahebri 4:13 (NCV). Ndinazindikira kuti maso a Mulungu nthaŵi zonse amandiyang'anira, choncho sindifunikiranso kuda nkhaŵa ndi zimene anthu ena amaganiza ponena za ine. N'kofunika kokha zimene Mulungu amaganiza.
Nthaŵi zina anthu amphamvu anandipangitsanso kufuna kuchoka mkati mwanga. Ndiyeno vesi lakuti, "Pakuti Mulungu sanatipatse mzimu wa mantha, koma wa mphamvu ndi chikondi ndi wa maganizo abwino," linakhala thandizo kwa ine polimbana ndi malingaliro a mantha ameneŵa. (2 Timoteyo 1:7.) M'kupita kwa nthaŵi, ndinakhala womasuka kwambiri pa zimene anthu amaganiza. M'malo mokhala "womangidwa" kwa ena, mosangalala ndinakhala "womangidwa" kwambiri kwa Yesu wanga wokondedwa, ndi zimene Mulungu ankaganiza za ine. Ndinadziyerekezera ndi zimene Mawu a Mulungu ananena ndipo ndiloleni Iye andiphunzitse mmene ndingathere kuti ndimusangalatse.
Kukhala mfulu
Ndinayamba kuganiza m'njira yatsopano ndi yosiyana kotheratu. Ndinazindikira kuti moyo suli wa ine ndekha. M'malo mongochita zimene ndinkafuna ndi zimene ndinkakonda, ndinayamba kutumikira ndi kusamalira ena, pamene nthawi yomweyo ndinakhala womasuka kwambiri pa zimene anthu ankandiganizira. Ambuye wabwino ananditsegulira mipata yambiri kuti ndichite zimenezi.
Tsopano ndikakhala pamodzi ndi anzanga ndi achibale ndimatha kunena zimene ndikufuna kunena. Tsopano ndimamvetsera anzanga ndi achibale anga ndi cholinga choti ndiwathandize. Moyo wanga ndi wolemera komanso wodzaza. Pamene mulidi omasuka kungoganizira za inu nokha ndi mmene enawo akukuwonerani, mungathandize enawo kupeza njira yawo yopita kwa Mulungu ndi kupeza ufulu wofananawo.
Yesu wandipatsa maganizo abwino ndipo ndikhoza kukhala ndekha momasuka ndi mphatso ndi umunthu umene ndapatsidwa. Nkhaŵa ilibenso ulamuliro pa ine. Mulungu ndiye mthandizi wanga ndipo ndimapemphera ndi kupempha thandizo panthaŵi ya kusoŵa. Mtolo wolemera umene ndinanyamula kwa zaka zambiri wapita. Mpumulo wanga ndi mtendere zakhala zazikulu ndi zazikulu. Ndine womasuka ndi wopepuka ndi tsiku lililonse lomwe limadutsa. Yesu alidi Womasula Wamkulu!