"Ndatopa kwambiri ndi kukhala ndi anthu opanda nzeru, osathandiza komanso oipa tsiku lililonse. Sindikuganiza kuti ndingapitirize chonchi. Zimenezi zandikwana. Zimachitika pafupifupi tsiku lililonse, kuntchito, ndi anzanga, ndi kunyumba. Zikungokhala zochuluka kwambiri." Ndinapeza kuti ndikuganiza zimenezi mobwerezabwereza, ndipo zinayamba kusonyeza m'zochita zanga pamene ndinali ndi anthu.
Ndinaona kuti chinachake chinayenera kusintha. Ndi pamene Mulungu anandisonyeza njira yabwino. Anandisonyeza kuti ndingasankhe mmene ndingachitire. Ngati ndingasankhe, zikutanthauza kuti yankho liri m'maganizo mwanga, m'malingaliro anga. Kudzera m'Mawu Ake, Iye anandiwonetsa njira yotengera zinthu zomwe zinali zosiyana kotheratu ndi momwe ndinkachitira kale. Ndinatsegula Baibulo pa Aroma 12:17-21 (GNT) ndipo ndinawerenga kuti:
"Ngati wina wakulakwirani, musamubwezere ndi cholakwa. Yesetsani kuchita zimene aliyense amaona kuti n'zabwino. Chitani zonse zotheka kumbali yanu kuti mukhale mwamtendere ndi aliyense. Musabwezere, mabwenzi anga, koma m'malo mwake mkwiyo wa Mulungu uchite. Pakuti lemba limati, 'Ndidzabwezera, ndidzabweza, watero Yehova.' M'malomwake, monga momwe lemba limanenera kuti: 'Ngati adani anu ali ndi njala, muwadyetse; ngati ali ndi ludzu, muwapatse chakumwa; pakuti mwa kuchita zimenezi mudzawachititsa kuotcha ndi manyazi.' Musalole zoipa kukugonjetsani; m'malo mwake, gonjetsani [kugonjetsa] choipa ndi chabwino."
Palibe paliponse m'mavesi ameneŵa amene amati, "... pokhapokha ngati anthu akukhala opanda nzeru kapena ovuta."
Kuchita Mawu a Mulungu
Choncho ndinayamba kuchita zimene mavesi amenewa analangiza. Mmene anthu ankandichitira sizinasinthe, koma tsopano ndinadziŵa njira yabwino yokhalira nawo. Si zachilengedwe kuti aliyense auze mnzawo wogwira naye ntchito kuti akhale ndi tsiku labwino, ndipo kutanthauza, atangokuwa! Ndithudi ichi sichinali chinthu chimene ndikachita mwachibadwa. Koma Baibulo linandiuza kuti ndigonjetse choipa mwa kuchita zabwino. Si m'chibadwa changa chaumunthu kuchita zimenezo, koma Mulungu ndi wabwino kwambiri moti ndikhoza kupita kwa Iye ndikupempherera thandizo kuti ndichite m'njira yaumulungu, mosasamala kanthu za momwe anthu amandichitira. (Ahebri 4:16.)
Kenako Mulungu anandipatsa vesi lina, "Sitiyenera kutopa ndi kuchita zabwino. Tidzalandira zokolola zathu za moyo wosatha pa nthawi yoyenera ngati sitigonja." Agalatiya 6:9 (NCV). Limenelo linali thandizo limene ndinafunikira. Ndikapanda kugonja pa chiyeso cha kuchitapo kanthu mwaukali, ndimafesa mbewu zabwino. Tsiku lina, panthawi yoyenera, ndidzakolola. Tangolingalirani, timaitanidwa kudalitsa ndi kusatemberera! Ndaona kuti ndikabwezera choipa ndi zabwino, masiku anga amakhala abwino kwambiri. Anthu akhoza kunena kapena kuchita chilichonse chimene akufuna, koma zimenezo sizingachotse chimwemwe mumtima mwanga.
Mayesero alionse ndi mwayi wogonjetsa
Ngakhale kuti anthu angakhalebe ovuta, sindigonjanso ku chiyeso cha kukhala wokwiya kapena wosaleza mtima. Ndimakhulupirira zimene zalembedwa m'Mawu a Mulungu, choncho sindigonja ku mkwiyo kapena kukwiya kumene ndimayesedwa. M'mawu ena, ndimachita Mawu a Mulungu. Ndipo ndili ndi lonjezo lakuti ndidzakolola zinthu zabwino ngati ndipitiriza kuchita zimenezi.
"Ndipo mtendere wa Khristu ukhale wolamulira m'mitima yanu ... Mawu a Khristu akhale mwa inu mu chuma chonse cha nzeru; kuphunzitsana ndi kuthandizana ndi nyimbo zotamanda ndi mawu oyera, kuimba nyimbo kwa Mulungu mwachisomo m'mitima yanu." Akolose 3:15-16 (BBE). Izi ndi zomwe ndikufuna kuchita kuposa china chilichonse. Izi ndi zomwe ndimadzitanganitsa nazo, ndipo ndikudziwa kuti Mulungu adzapitiriza kundithandiza pa izi, mosasamala kanthu za amene ndikukumana naye, kaya ndi ovuta kapena ayi.