Kodi kukhala munthu wabwino kungakhale kovuta kuposa mmene zikuonekera?
Pamene ndinali wamng'ono, ndinapita kusukulu yabwino ndipo ndinkakhala m'dera labwino m'nyumba yabwino. Moyo wanga unali wotetezeka ndi wachimwemwe. Ndinaloŵa m'gulu la oimba la tchalitchi chakumaloko pamene ndinali ndi zaka 10, osati chifukwa chakuti ndinaona kufunika kwa kupita kutchalitchi, koma chifukwa chakuti analipira ndalama kwa awo amene analoŵamo.
Nditakhala wachinyamata, ndinalowa tchalitchi china chifukwa chakuti anali ndi kalabu ya achinyamata kumene ankasewera masewera ndipo ankagawira zakudya zochepa. Iwo ananenanso kuti muyenera kukhala pansi pa mapemphero a tchalitchi cha achinyamata kuti mupeze zakudya zochepa. Pano ndinamva za moyo wa Yesu, ndi mmene Iye anafera kundipulumutsa ku machimo anga.
Kutanthauza kwa amayi anga
Sindinali wotsimikiza ngati ndinali ndi machimo alionse. Sindinabe, kapena kunyenga kapena kunama. Ntchito yanga ya kusukulu inachitidwa panthaŵi yake ndipo inachitidwa bwino. Ndinali wabwino kwa anthu. Koma ndinkakonda lingaliro lakuti Yesu anali kugwirizana kwanga ndi Mulungu ndipo sindinafunikire kudutsa ansembe kapena abusa. Choncho ndinayamba kulankhula ndi Yesu za zinthu zazing'ono, monga pamene ndinali ndi mantha kapena kusokonezeka, kukhumudwa kapena kukwiya.
Posapita nthaŵi ndinapeza kanthu kena ponena za ine ndekha.
Sindinali wabwino kwambiri kwa amayi anga.
Ngati andipemphakuti ndichitepo kanthu, ndimanyalanyaza Ngati anandiuza kuti ndinachita chinachake cholakwika, ndinapereka yankho laukali Koma tsopano pamene ndinali kulankhula ndi Yesu, ndinali nditayamba kuwerenga zinthu zimene Iye ananena mu Chipangano Chatsopano monga:
"Mawu anu adzagwiritsidwa ntchito kukuweruzani - kukulengezani kuti ndinu wosalakwa kapena wolakwa." —Mateyu 12:37 (GNT).
Chotero, zinali zofunika mmene ndinalankhulira ndi amayi anga m'khichini mwathu! Ndinali ndisanadziwe zimenezo. "Chabwino," ndinadziuza ndekha. "Ndidzasiya kuchita zimenezo."
Kuyesera kukhala wabwino
Ndinayamba bwino, wodzala ndi chidaliro komanso ndi chisankho cholimba chosiya. Ndinaganiza kuti, "Ngati ndikanatha kungodutsa tsiku lina popanda kuyankha mayi anga m'njira yoipa ... kodi tsiku lina lingakhale lovuta bwanji?" Sindinaganize ngakhale kupempherera thandizo - ndinkaganiza kuti ndingathe kuyendetsa mosavuta tsiku lina ndekha.
Tsiku linali litayenda bwino; Ndinasangalala kwambiri. Madzulo amenewo ndinadzipangira tiyi, ndinatenga buku langa ndikuyamba kuyenda kupita kuchipinda changa. Nthaŵi yomweyo, amayi anga anandiimbira foni kuchokera ku khichini kuti ndiumitse mbale. Ndinali nditazichotsa kale pa tebulo. N'chiyaninso chimene amayembekezera kuti ndichite!.Izi sizinali zabwino kwenikweni!
Kenaka, zinatuluka, pamene ndinaganiza kuti ndakwanitsa izi tsiku lina bwino kwambiri. Ndinawapatsa yankho laukali ndipo ndinakana kuchita zimenezo. Nditayang'ana nkhope ya mayi anga zinali ngati ndawamenya mbama. Ndinathamangira kuchipinda changa, ndinakhala pansi, ndi kulira.
Ndinakwiya kwambiri. "Munthu wanga wabwino" anali chabe wokondweretsa anthu amene ankadziwa kuchita zinthu pagulu koma osati kunyumba. Ndinali waulesi, ndipo ndinali wodzikonda, ndipo palibe kuchuluka kwa zosankha zabwino kumene kungasinthe mfundo yakuti sindikanatha ngakhale kumvera mawu amodzi a Mulungu tsiku limodzi. Ndinamva ngati Simoni Petro pambuyo Yesu anamuuza iye adzamukana Iye katatu. Petulo anali wotsimikiza kwambiri kuti akhoza "kuika moyo wake pansi" chifukwa cha Yesu, koma anapeza mwamsanga pambuyo pake kuti sakanatha ngakhale kuvomereza kuti amamudziwa.
Thandizo lochokera kumwamba
Koma kodi Yesu anasamaladi kwambiri kwakuti ndinali waulesi ndi wodzikonda? Ngati ndinayesetsa kwenikweni, zovuta kwenikweni kukhala wabwino, kodi zimenezo sizingakhale zabwino pamapeto pake?
"Ndipo Ambuye anatembenuka ndi kuyang'ana Petro." —Luka 22:61. Ndinamva ngati kuti Yesu anali kuyang'ana mozama m'moyo wanga. Sindinathe kumupusitsa ndi zoyesayesa zanga kuti ndiyese molimbika. Ndinayenera kuvomereza kuti ndinafunikira thandizo - thandizo kuti ndigonjetse chikhalidwe changa chadyera chomwe chinandikakamiza kuchita zinthu zoipa chonchi. Ndinazindikira kuti "kuyesetsa kwambiri" kukhala wabwino sikunali kokwanira.
Timauzidwa kuti "tiphe" chikhalidwe chathu cha dziko chomwe chimatuluka ngati nsanje ndi mkwiyo ndi zoipa ndi mayankhulidwe oipa Izi zikutanthauza kuti muyenera kudana ndi zochita izi ndikupempha Mulungu kuti akuthandizeni kunena kuti Ayi pamene malingaliro oipa kapena okwiya kapena odzikonda abwera, kuti musachitepo kanthu pa malingaliro anu. M'malo mwake muyenera "kuvala chikhalidwe chanu chatsopano, ndikukonzedwanso pamene mukuphunzira kudziwa Mlengi wanu ndikukhala ngati iye ..." Akolose 3:5,10https://biblia.com/bible/nkjv/Colossians 3.10 (NLT). Kenako timakhala anthu atsopano amene sagwera m'mayesero. Iyi ndi njira yochepa pang'onopang'ono, koma ndi zoona.
Tsiku limenelo ndinadzichepetsa ndi kupempha Yesu kuti abwere mumtima mwanga ndi kundithandiza kukhala munthu watsopano kotheratu. Ndinadziwa kuti Mulungu anali komweko, komanso kuti Iye anali wofunitsitsa kundipatsa mphamvu zonse kuti nditsatire malamulo Ake ndi chitsanzo cha Yesu - nthawi ino mothandizidwa ndi Mzimu Woyera, osati zoyesayesa zanga zokha, zomwe zili ndi cholinga chabwino.
Sindilinso wachinyamata akulira pansi pa chipinda changa chogona, koma Mkhristu wazaka zapakati yemwe waphunzira kuti ndiyenera kupempha Mulungu kuti andipatse mphamvu ndi chisomo chomwe ndikufunikira pa moyo wanga. Ndipo Iye amandipatsa! Iye amandipatsa mphamvu ndi chisomo kuti ndikhale ndi moyo watsopano, kumene ndimakhala womasuka kwambiri ku mtolo wa uchimo.