Malingaliro amodzimodziwo anapitirizabe kuzungulira ndi kuzungulira m'maganizo mwanga: "Ichi n'chopanda chilungamo kwambiri! Chinthu chokha chimene ndinkafuna chinali choti aliyense akhale wabwino ndipo tsopano amandichitira zimenezi!" Unali mkhalidwe umene unalingalira kuti palibe amene anali woyamikira pa zimene ndinachita, ndipo ndinayamba kukhumudwa, ndikuganiza zinthu monga, "N'chifukwa chiyani ndikuvutika nkomwe? Palibe amene amaona ngakhale pamene ndikuyesetsa kwambiri!" Ndiyeno vesi linabwera kwa ine kuchokera ku Agalatiya 6:9 (NCV): "Sitiyenera kutopa ndi kuchita zabwino. Tidzalandira zokolola zathu za moyo wosatha pa nthawi yoyenera ngati sitigonja."
Vesi losavuta limeneli limanena zinthu zingapo zimene zinandipangitsa kuganizira chifukwa chake ndimachita zinthu. Choyamba, zimandiuza kuti sindiyenera "kutopa ndi kuchita zabwino". Chilichonse mwa ine chinafuna kulefulidwa, chifukwa chinawoneka ngati zoyesayesa zanga za kudalitsa ena ndi kuwapempherera sizinathandize konse. Chotero kodi mfundo yake inali yotani? Koma ndi gawo lachiwiri la vesi lomwe limapereka chiyembekezo chachikulu: "Tidzalandira zokolola zathu za moyo wosatha panthawi yoyenera ..." Ndinazindikira kuti ndinangofunika kuleza mtima!
Mphukira zazing'ono
Ndinaganiza za nthawi yomwe ndinayesa kulima zitsamba za khitchini. Kwa masiku ambiri ndinathirira mosamalitsa mphika waung'ono wa maluŵa, pamene kuli kwakuti unawoneka ngati kuti palibe chimene chinali kuchitika. Ndipo kenako, patatha mlungu umodzi, mwadzidzidzi ndinayamba kuona mphukira zazing'ono. Mphukira zinakula kukhala zomera zazing'ono zazing'ono ndipo zomera zinangopitiriza kukula. Kuti chinachake chikule, zambiri ziyenera kuchitika mu zobisika ndipo zingawoneke ngati zomwe timachita sizibweretsa zotsatira zilizonse, koma tiyenera kukhala oleza mtima kuti mphukira zazing'onozo ziwonongeke.
Mbali yachitatu ya vesili imandipatsa mkhalidwe wakuti njirayi iziyenda bwino: "... ngati sitigonja." Ngati ndisiya, ngati ndisiya kupempherera munthu wina, lekani kuyesa kuwadalitsa, kapena kusiya kuthirira nthaka ndipo pambuyo pake mphukira, palibe chimene chidzachitike. Ngati chomera chaching'ono sichipeza madzi ndi kuwala kwa dzuwa, mphukira zazing'ono zidzafa. Ndiyenera kukhala wokangalika, popanda kugonjera ku malingaliro a kulefulidwa, ndi kungopitiriza kuchita ntchito yabwino imene Mulungu akupempha kwa ine.
Kodi n'chiyani chimandichititsa?
Ndiyenera kuonetsetsa kuti cholinga changa n'cholondola, kapena ndidzatopa ndi kutaya kulimba mtima. N'chifukwa chiyani ndimatumikira ndi kudalitsa anthu? Kodi ndi chifukwa chakuti ndimayembekezera chikondi ndi kuyamikira? Kapena ndi chifukwa chakuti ndi zomwe ndikukhulupirira kuti Mulungu akupempha kwa ine, mosasamala kanthu za momwe zimalandiridwira ndi ena?
Limanena pa Yohane 5:44 (BBE): "Kodi n'zotheka bwanji kuti mukhale ndi chikhulupiriro pamene mukutenga ulemu kwa wina ndipo mulibe chikhumbo cha ulemu umene umachokera kwa Mulungu yekhayo?"
Ngati ndikufuna kuti anthu andithokoze, ndiye kuti sindidzakhutira. Ndipotu, omwe amandizungulira ali ndi chikhalidwe chaumunthu monga ine ndipo zikutanthauza kuti nthawi zonse sitisonyeza kuyamikira kwathu. Nthawi zonse sitiwona zinthu zazing'ono zomwe anthu amachita kuti zikhale zabwino kwa ife, kapena kuchuluka kwa ntchito ndi khama lomwe linatenga. Zimenezo sizikutanthauza kuti anthu ndi osakoma mtima kapena osayamika. Kungoti angathe kuona mbali ya chithunzicho. Ngati chimwemwe changa chimadalira pa iwo ndi mmene amachitira ndi ntchito zanga zabwino, ndiye kuti nthaŵi zonse ndidzakhumudwa.
Koma pali cholinga china chimene tingakhale nacho kapena kupempherera: kuti ndikungofuna kukondweretsa Mulungu. Ngati ndili ndi cholinga chimenechi, ndikhozabe kuyamikira kuti ndinatumikira Mulungu ngakhale ngati ntchito yanga yolimba yatsutsidwa kapena kusaonedwa, ndipo zimenezo zingakhale zokwanira kwa ine.
Kukhala wokhutira ndi kupeza ulemu wa Mulungu sikungabwere mwachibadwa. Aliyense amakonda kuyamikiridwa, ndipo amakonda kumva kapena kumva kuti anthu amawayamikira, koma ndikhoza kupempheradi kuti ndiyambe kuchitira Mulungu zinthu zokhazokha. Mulungu adzandithandiza kuchita zimenezo, chifukwa ndi zimene Iye amafuna kuposa china chilichonse. Amafuna kuti ndikhale wofunitsitsa kumutumikira kuchokera mumtima, popanda kufuna wina kuti aone zimene ndachita kapena kundithokoza chifukwa cha zimenezi.
Mulungu amapereka kukula
M'mbuyomu, ndinkakhumudwa ndikapanda kuona "zotsatira" zilizonse kuchokera pa zoyesayesa zanga zochita zabwino. Mphukira zimenezo zinangokhala zobisika, mkati mwa nthaka ndipo zinawoneka ngati zinatenga kosatha kuti ziwonongeke. Kenako, vesi lina linafika kwa ine, 1 Akorinto 3:7 (CEB): "Amene amabzala kapena amene amathirira si kanthu, koma yekhayo amene ali chilichonse ndi Mulungu amene amakulitsa."
Ndiyenera kukhulupirira kuti Mulungu amaona chithunzi chachikulu. Ndipo chofunika ndi chakuti ndiyenera kuonetsetsa kuti ndili ndi chidwi ndi ntchito Yake yopambana, osati ntchito zanga. Mulungu amadziwa bwino zimene anthu amafuna kuposa ine. Amatha kuona bwino "pansi pa nthaka" ya munthu n'kuona mphukira yaing'ono imene yabisika m'maso mwanga.
Kotero ine ndikhoza kungopitiriza kupemphera ndi mtima wolunjika ndi kutumikira omwe amandizungulira komanso momwe ndikudziwira ndi kumvetsetsa, kuika mkhalidwe wonse m'manja mwa Mulungu ndikulola Iye kupereka kukula. Ndiyenera kugwira ntchito mwakhama, ndikupatsa Mulungu ulemu wonse, mwinamwake Iye sangathe kugwiritsa ntchito ntchito yanga ndiyeno sidzabala zipatso zilizonse.
Ine tsopano ndikulakalaka kwambiri kuima pamaso pa Mulungu ndi kutumikira Iye popanda zofuna kapena mafunso. Ndaona zitsanzo zambiri zondizungulira za anthu amene asankha kuchita zimenezo, ndipo zawapangitsa kukhala osangalala komanso okhutira. Iwo sangakhale osangalala kapena okhutira ngati adakali kuyembekezera kuti anthu awathokoze chifukwa cha zinthu zimene amachita. Izi ndi zitsanzo zomwe ndikufuna kutsatira, chifukwa ndikufuna kukhala wosangalala mofananamo, mosasamala kanthu za momwe mkhalidwe wanga, anthu ozungulira ine, kapena malingaliro anga alili - nthawi zonse osangalala, osakhala ndi "tsiku loipa".
Nkotheka , malinga ngati cholinga changa chokha ndicho kukondweretsa Mulungu!