Monga namwino, timakumana ndi mikhalidwe yambiri yosiyanasiyana yomwe imabwera mwadzidzidzi ndipo tiyenera kuthana nayo mwamsanga. Ndimagwira ntchito m'chipinda chotanganidwa kwambiri pachipatala china cha m'deralo, ndipo ine ndi anzanga ogwira nawo ntchito amaphunzitsidwa kuthana ndi vuto lililonse limene limabwera. Timawasamalira modekha komanso momwe tingathere.
Pa tsiku lina labwinobwino, mwadzidzidzi tinamva chinachake cholengezedwa kuti sitinayambe tachitapo kanthu. "Code Sierra tsopano ikuchitika." Code Sierra! Ogwira ntchito m'chipatala okha ndi omwe anamvetsetsa chenjezo ili - chiwopsezo cha bomba kuchipatala. Nkhani zinafalikira ngati moto wam'tchire kudzera mu mkachipinda. Ndinali nditaona anzanga ogwira nawo ntchito akugwira ntchito zachipatala mwadzidzidzi ndi bata lonse, koma tsopano anali kukhala opsinjika maganizo komanso osakhazikika. Nkhaŵa ndi mantha zinatenga malo..
Chikhulupiriro chokwanira ndi kudalira
Koma pamene ndinaima pamenepo ndikumva zimenezi, mizere ya nyimbo inayamba kuimba m'mutu mwanga. "Masiku anga onse akupuma mu kusunga Kwake; kuchokera ku nkhawa zonse, mwa chisomo Chake, ndapulumutsidwa." Pamene kuli kwakuti awo ozungulira ine anali ndi mantha kwambiri, zonse zomwe ndinamva zinali lingaliro lakuya la mtendere wa mumtima. Zinali zosiyana ndi chilichonse chimene ndinakumana nacho kale. Ndinkakhulupirira kuti moyo wanga uli m'manja mwa Mulungu, ndipo zinandionekeratu kuti ndilibe chodetsa nkhawa. Ndinali ndi chikhulupiriro chokwanira ndi chidaliro mwa Mulungu, ndipo Iye anandipatsa mpumulo ndi mtendere pakati pa chipwirikiti chonse chimene chinali pafupi nane.
Vesi la pa Salmo 118:6 linabweranso m'maganizo, "Ambuye ali kumbali yanga; Sindidzaopa. Kodi munthu angandichitire chiyani?" Ndinadziŵa kuti ndinalibe mantha alionse. Mulungu anali pafupi ngati mthunzi wa dzanja langa lamanja. (Salimo 121:5.) Ndinatha kupitiriza kusamalira odwala anga ngati kuti palibe chimene chikuchitika. Ndipo patangopita maola ochepa, apolisi a m'deralo anatha kukonzanso zonse.
Nkhondo yanga ndi nkhawa
Zingamveke ngati izi zinali zochita zomwe zinangobwera mwachibadwa kwa ine, koma chowonadi ndi chakuti kukhala pa mpumulo ndi kukhulupirira kwathunthu Mulungu kwakhala chinthu chomwe sichiri chachibadwa kwa ine konse. Mwachibadwa, ndimada nkhawa mosavuta ndi zinthu, choncho ndi chinthu chimene ndakhala ndikulimbana nacho kwambiri. Ngakhale m'mikhalidwe yaing'ono, ya tsiku ndi tsiku ndimayesedwa mofulumira kwambiri kuda nkhaŵa. Kaya ndi kupeza ntchito pa nthawi, nyengo, ndalama zanga, ndi zina zotere.
Koma chifukwa chakuti ndikuyesedwa ndipo malingaliro amabwera, sizikutanthauza kuti ndiyenera kuwapereka ndikuyamba kuda nkhawa. M'malo mwake, ndimapemphera kwa Mulungu ndi mtima wonse. Iye walonjeza kuti adzandipatsa thandizo limene ndikufunikira kuti ndigonjetsere nkhawa imeneyi imene ndikuyesedwa. (1 Akorinto 10:13.)
Ndi mwa kumenyana ndi kupemphera m'mikhalidwe yaing'ono imeneyi tsiku lili lonse pamene ndafika pokhala ndi chikhulupiriro mwa Mulungu. Ndi kokha mwa chisomo ndi mphamvu za Mulungu kuti ndagonjetsa nkhawa ndipo zikhoza kukhalabe mu mpumulo wosagwedezeka ndi mtendere. Ndaphunzira kukhulupirira Mulungu m'mikhalidwe yaing'ono imeneyi. Zimenezi zandithandiza kukhala wosagwedezeka m'mikhalidwe imeneyo pamene kachitidwe kanga kachibadwa kakakhala mantha.
Ndibwino kwambiri kukhala ndi zochitika izi zomwe zimatsimikizira kuti uthenga wabwino umagwira ntchito - kuti tikhozadi kugonjetsa uchimo. Kuti ngakhale zinthu monga nkhawa - kapena nsanje, ulesi, kukayikira kapena chirichonse chimene chiri - ndi zachilengedwe kwa ine, ndimasintha ngati ndili wokhulupirika kunena Kuti Ayi kwa iwo. Ine kwenikweni kusintha kwathunthu ndi kukhala munthu watsopano kwathunthu! (2 Akorinto 5:17.) Ndipo zotsatira zake ndi mpumulo ndi mtendere m'moyo wanga, osati kupsinjika ndi mantha.