"Palibe amene amandiganizira. Ndikukhumba kuti wina andichitire chinachake; Ndikukhumba kuti wina andisamale; Ndikukhumba ..."
Malingaliro ameneŵa anadutsa m'mutu mwanga pamene ndinagona pabedi pambuyo pa tsiku lalitali. Ndinali wosasangalala chifukwa cha chinachake chimene chinachitika, ndipo ndinaimba mlandu anzanga chifukwa cha zimenezo. "Palibe mnzanga amene amandichitira chilichonse." Ndikulakalaka ndikadadziŵa panthaŵiyo mmene malingaliro ameneŵa anali ovulaza, kuti malingaliro oterowo angawononge moyo wanga.
Ndinali kudzikonda
Sindinaone kuti ndikukhala wodzikonda bwanji - osati poyamba. Ndinapemphera kwa Mulungu ndipo ndinapempha Iye njira yotulukira kusungulumwa komwe ndinamva kuti "kundidya". Ndinkayembekezera ndi kupemphera kuti Iye adzatumiza wina kuti andithandize, koma m'malo mwake, Mulungu anandiwonetsa kwa nthawi yaitali momwe ndinkangodziganizira ndekha ndipo Iye anandiwonetsa njira yotulukira.
Choyamba ndinaganiza kuti njira yotulukira idzakhala yakuti wina mwadzidzidzi adzaonekera m'moyo wanga ndi kuthetsa mavuto anga onse. Koma m'malo mwake, ndinapeza kuti ine, ndekha, ndinali munthu amene angachitepo kanthu pa vuto limene ndinali nawo, m'malo moyembekezera kuti wina andikonzere zinthu .
Mulungu anandisonyeza kudzera m'Mawu Ake mmene ndinali wodzikonda. Malingaliro awa okhudza "osauka ine," "palibe amene amandikonda," "ine, ine, ine" nthawi zonse anali chabe za ine ndekha ndi momwe ndinamvera. Mawu a Mulungu amalankhula momvekera bwino ponena za kukhala odzikonda: "Pakuti kulikonse kumene kuli nsanje ndi chikhumbo chadyera, mudzapeza chisokonezo [chipwirikiti] ndi choipa cha mtundu uliwonse." Yakobo 3:16. Mawu ake anali oona: Ndinangopeza chipwirikiti m'maganizo mwanga. Nthawi zonse ndinkayembekezera munthu wina. Moyo wanga unadzala ndi nkhaŵa ndi chipwirikiti. Ndinkayembekezera kuti enawo andiganizire ndi kundichitira zinthu.
Ndikhoza kukhala bwenzi kwa ena
Koma Mawu a Mulungu amati mu Afilipi 2:3-4: " ... modzichepetsa muganiza kuti ena ndi abwino kuposa inuyo. M'malo moyang'anira zabwino zake, samalani ndi zimene zili zabwino kwa ena." Imeneyo inali njira yothetsera vuto langa. Kwenikweni ndi zophweka kwambiri. Nthawi zina ndikungopereka kumwetulira kapena kungonena mawu angapo abwino kuti adalitse ena.
Ndimapeza chitonthozo m'Mawu a Mulungu: Yesu akutiuza kuti tiyenera kukonda anansi athu monga ife eni. (Maliko 12:31.) Tiyenera kukonda enawo monga momwe timadzikondera tokha. Maganizo anga asintha. M'malo mokhala wosasangalala nthawi zonse, nthawi zonse kufuna kuti ena andithandize, osapeza mpumulo weniweni, nthawi zonse kufuna zambiri, ndikhoza kukhala munthu amene nthawi zonse amayesetsa kuthandiza ena.
Satana amayesetsa kwambiri kuti ndisinthe maganizo anga. Ndimaona kuti ndikuyesedwa kuti ndizingoganizira za ine ndekha komanso mavuto anga. Koma ndimapitiriza kunena kuti Ayi ku malingaliro awa ndipo ndimagonjetsa mayesero awa mmodzi ndi mmodzi. Ndimapemphera kwa Mulungu kuti andipatse chisomo ndi mphamvu kuti ndigonjetse nthawi iliyonse yomwe ndikuyesedwa. Pamene malingaliro ndi malingaliro ameneŵa abwera, ndiyenera kufuula kwa Mulungu kuti andithandize kukhala womasuka ku kukhala wodzikonda. Kenako ndimasankha kudalitsa anthu amene ndimakhala nawo.
Moyo wanga wasintha
Tsopano ndikudziwa kuti moyo wanga suli wopanda pake. Sindiyeneranso kuyembekezera ena, ndipo sindiyeneranso kudalira malingaliro anga. Chotulukapo chake ndicho chimwemwe chosatha ndipo osati kokha kumva bwino kwa kanthaŵi pamene wina wandichitira kanthu kena. Ndikudziwa kuti ndikhoza kugonjetsa chiyeso chilichonse ndi tchimo lililonse chifukwa Mulungu amanena motero m'Baibulo. "Ndipo Mulungu ndi wokhulupirika. Iye sadzalola chiyesocho kukhala choposa chimene mungaime. Mukayesedwa, adzakusonyezani njira yotulukira kuti mupirire." 1 Akorinto 10:13.
Tsopano, m'malo mongodziganizira ndekha ndi mmene ndikumvera, ndikutha kuona zosowa za anthu ena ozungulira ine. Ndikhoza kufikira ena omwe angamve kukhala okha, ndikhoza kuwathandiza ndi kuwalimbikitsa. Ndikhoza kukhala wophunzira wa Yesu amene amakhulupirira Mawu a Mulungu ndi kuchita zabwino.
"Choncho tisatope ndi kuchita zabwino. Pa nthawi yoyenera tidzakolola zokolola za dalitso ngati sitisiya." Agalatiya 6:9.