"Ndimaona ngati ndikulephera."
Zinali zachilendo kuti ndinamva chonchi, chifukwa tsiku la kuntchito linali kuyenda bwino kwenikweni, ndipo sindinalakwitse kwambiri. Komabe, lingaliro linali litafika ndipo ndi mmene ndinamvera.
Kwa ine, zomwe ndikumverera pa nthawi iliyonse zikhoza kuwoneka ngati pang'ono-kapena kwathunthu-zopanda tanthauzo. Masiku ena, ndikhoza kumva ngati zonse ndi zazikulu ndipo palibe chomwe chingandiletse, ngakhale pali mavuto ang'onoang'ono omwe amabwera panjira. Masiku ena, zingakhale zosiyana kotheratu. Zinthu zimene nthawi zambiri ndimaganiza kuti n'zopanda nkhawa, zimandichititsa kusokonezeka ndi kukhumudwa.
N'chifukwa chiyani zimenezi zimachitika?
Moyo wachangu ndi wosakhazikika
Ndikutsimikiza kuti pali madokotala ambiri omwe anganene zambiri chifukwa chake izi zimachitika. Koma ndekha, ndapeza thandizo lalikulu kuchokera ku mawu a Mulungu.
"Mawu a Mulungu ndi amoyo ndi ogwira ntchito ndipo ndi akuthwa kuposa lupanga lakuthwa konsekonse. Chimadula njira yonse mwa ife, kumene moyo ndi mzimu zimagwirizana, pakati pa mfundo zathu ndi mafupa. Ndipo limaweruza maganizo ndi malingaliro m'mitima yathu." Ahebri 4:12 (NCV).
Tonsefe timabwera m'mikhalidwe yomwe moyo wathu (makamaka malingaliro athu) umakhala wogwira ntchito kapena wosakhazikika-wina amanena chinachake kwa ine chomwe ndikumverera kuti ndi chopweteka, kapena sindikudziwa momwe mapulani anga adzayendera, kapena ena amachita chinachake mosiyana ndi momwe ndingachitire.
Chowonadi ndi chakuti chipwirikiti chonsechi chimayamba ndi lingaliro lakuti: "N'chifukwa chiyani ananena zimenezo?" "Kodi sakumvetsa zimene ndikuyesera kuchita?" "Zimenezo n'zopusa kwambiri!" Kumeneko ndi komwe kumayambira, koma ngati sindili maso ndipo ngati sindichitapo kanthu nthawi yomweyo pa malingaliro amenewa, zimakhala zosavuta kuti akhalebe mumtima mwanga ndikukula kukhala chinthu chomwe chingakhale choipa kwambiri kwa ine.
Khalani ndi zida ndi mawu a Mulungu!
Choncho n'kofunika kwambiri kukhala ndi "zida" ndi mawu a Mulungu, monga momwe zalembedwera pa Aefeso 6:11—ndiko kuti, kukhala ndi mawu a Mulungu m'maganizo mwanga. Mwa kuwerenga Baibulo, ndikupeza "zida" "nkhondo" isanayambe . Ndiyeno, pamene ndiloŵa m'mikhalidwe ndi ziyeso m'moyo wanga wa tsiku ndi tsiku, ndimakumbukira mavesi amene ndinaŵerenga kapena kumva, ndi kusankha kuwakhulupirira. Mwa kuyankhula kwina, ndimatenga "zida" zomwe ndapeza pasadakhale ndikuzigwiritsa ntchito motsutsana ndi zinthu zomwe ndikuyesedwa tsopano!
Pano mawu a Mulungu nthawi zonse adzasiyana pakati pa moyo wanga, womwe ndi malingaliro anga ndi malingaliro ndi zolinga zanga, ndi mzimu wanga umene umafuna kuchita chifuniro cha Mulungu. Zingaoneke ngati chinthu chovuta kwambiri kuchita, koma kwa ine kwenikweni zakhala zosavuta kwambiri, ngakhale kuti ndithudi pakhala nkhondo.
Ndikawerenga Baibulo kapena kumvetsera mauthenga olimbikitsa, ndimaona kuti chifuniro changwiro cha Mulungu n'chiyani. Mwachitsanzo, chifuniro cha Mulungu n'chakuti sindiyenera "kuda nkhawa ndi chilichonse" monga momwe chalembedwera pa Afilipi 4:6 (NLT). Chifuniro chake ndi chakuti ndiyenera "kuthawa zilakolako zaunyamata" (2 Timoteo 2:22), "khalani amphamvu ndi osasunthika" (1 Akorinto 15:58, NLT), "khalani amphamvu mwa Ambuye ndi mphamvu zake zamphamvu" (Aefeso 6:10, NIV) ndi zina zambiri, zambiri!
M'masiku otsatira, ndithudi ndidzabwera m'mikhalidwe yomwe ndidzafunika kugwiritsa ntchito mavesi amenewo omwe ndawerenga ndikumva: mkhalidwe kuntchito komwe ndikuyesedwa kuti ndiope zomwe bwana wanga adzandiganizira ndi nthawi yabwino yoganizira vesi, "Musadandaule ndi chilichonse!" Ndipo ndikakumbukira vesilo, gwirizanani nalo ndikusankha kukhulupirira m'malo mwa zomwe malingaliro anga amandiuza, ndiye kuti "lupanga" limeneli limadula pakati pa moyo wanga ndi mzimu wanga, limalekanitsa moyo wanga ndi mzimu wanga!
Moyo wosangalatsa komanso wokhutiritsa
Mwamwayi, sindiyenera kuganizira nthawi zonse vesi lililonse la m'Baibulo nthawi yonseyi! "Mthandizi, Mzimu Woyera, amene Atate adzamutumizira m'dzina langa, adzakuphunzitsani zonse ndi kukupangitsani kukumbukira zonse zimene ndakuuzani." Yohane 14:26 (GNT). Ngati ndikufunadi kuchita chifuniro cha Mulungu m'mikhalidwe yomwe ndimalowamo, ndikhoza kukhulupirira kuti Mzimu Woyera adzandikumbutsa za mavesi omwe ndikufunikira, nthawi yeniyeni yomwe ndikufunikira! Umenewu ndi moyo wosangalatsa komanso wokhutiritsa kukhala ndi moyo!
M'kupita kwa nthaŵi ndipo ndimazolowera kwambiri kukhulupirira mawu a Mulungu osati m'malingaliro anga, ndidzawona bwino lomwe kusiyana pakati pa malingaliro anga ndi Mawu a Mulungu, ndipo ndikhoza kuchita chifuniro cha Mulungu mosavuta. Ndidzakumana ndi malonjezo a ufulu ndi chimwemwe amene Baibulo limanena kotero kuti masiku anga sakulamulidwanso ndi mmene ndikumvera.
Sindikutsimikiza kuti ndidzafika pa mfundo yoti sindidzakhalanso ndi malingaliro oipa, koma ndikukhulupirira kuti ndidzafika pamene sindikukhudzidwanso nawo. Ndipo ndine wokondwa kwambiri ndi zimenezo!
"Dzuŵa lanu silidzaloŵanso, ndipo mwezi wanu sudzakhala mdima, chifukwa Ambuye adzakhala kuunika kwanu kosatha, ndipo nthawi yanu yachisoni idzatha." Yesaya 60:20 (NCV).