Monga Mkristu, ndapanga pangano ndi Mulungu lakuti sindidzachimwa. "Choncho, musalole kuti uchimo ulamulire moyo wanu pano padziko lapansi kuti muchite zimene wochimwayo akufuna kuchita." Aroma 6:12-13 . Koma nthawi zambiri ndimaona kuti ndimachita zinthu, kenako ndimazindikira kuti zimene ndachitazo n'zolakwika. Pofika nthawi imeneyo ndi mochedwa kwambiri - chikalatacho chachitika kale. Kodi zimenezo zikutanthauza kuti ndachimwa?
Ndapereka moyo wanga kwa Mulungu ndipo ndinaganiza zokhala ndi moyo kwa Yesu yekha. Tsopano ndili ndi maganizo atsopano omwe akufuna kuchita zabwino, ndipo ndasiya kwathunthu ndi khalidwe langa lakale lauchimo, ndi zinthu zonse zomwe ndikudziwa kuti ndi tchimo komanso zomwe zimandilekanitsa ndi Mulungu.
Koma ndimaona kuti ndikuyesedwabe kuti ndichimwe. Mwachitsanzo, ndimafuna kunena bodza kuti ndilowe mu mkhalidwe wovuta. Koma "zilakolako za uchimo" zoterezi zomwe ndi mbali ya chibadwa changa chaumunthu, siziyenera kundilamulira. Ndi thandizo la Mulungu, tsopano ndimatha kuona pamene ndikuyesedwa kuchimwa. Kenako ndinganene kuti 'Ayi!' ku chilichonse chimene ndikuyesedwa ndi kugonjetsa uchimo.
Ndayambiranso kuona mmene nthawi zambiri ndimachitira zinthu zimene sindinafune kuchita, koma zimene zimatsutsanabe ndi chifuniro cha Mulungu. Mwachitsanzo, ndisanazindikire, ndimakwiya ndi mnzanga amene amachita zinthu zimene sindimakonda. Ngakhale kuti chikhumbo changa chonse ndicho kukhala wabwino kwa aliyense, zinthu zoterozo zimangotuluka.
Tsopano ndikumvetsa zimene Paulo akunena pamene akunena kuti, "Sindikumvetsa kwenikweni ndekha, pakuti ndikufuna kuchita chabwino, koma sindichita. M'malo mwake, ndimachita zimene ndimadana nazo." Aroma 7:15. Sindikudziwa ngakhale kuti ndikuchita zinthu zimenezi mpaka zitatha kale. Momwemonso ndikuchimwa popanda kudziwa; popanda kufuna?
Zochita za thupi
Kuti ndichimwe, choyamba ndiyenera kuzindikira kuti ndikuyesedwa, ndiyeno ndikugonja ku chiyesocho. Ndikachita chinachake cholakwika popanda kudziwa kwenikweni kuti ndikuyesedwa kuchimwa, ndicho chimene Baibulo limatcha "ntchito ya thupi". (Aroma 8:13.)
Aliyense ali ndi zilakolako ndi zikhumbo zauchimo mkati mwa chibadwa chawo chaumunthu, ndipo nthaŵi zina zimatuluka popanda ife ngakhale kudziŵa pasadakhale kuti akupita. Zimenezi si zofanana ndi kuchita uchimo. Panalibe nthawi yeniyeni imeneyo pamene ndinazindikira kuti ndikuyesedwa ndipo ndikufunika kusankha ngati ndikufuna kunena kuti 'Inde' kapena ayi ndikugonja ku chiyeso.
Mwachitsanzo, zingachitike kuti ndikuchoka pa zokambirana ndipo ndikuwona pambuyo pake kuti ndinali kuweruza ndi kudzudzula bwenzi langa. Kapena ndimazindikira kuti ndinachita mosaleza mtima mumkhalidwe winawake. Ndimazindikira kuti chinthu chimene ndachita sichinali chifuniro cha Mulungu; sizinali bwino.
Izi zikachitika, ndimakhalabe ndi mwayi wogonjetsa! Koma ndiyenera kuvomereza zomwe ndachita - ngati ndikunyadira kwambiri kuvomereza kuti ndinalakwitsa, ndiye kuti Mulungu sangachite chilichonse ndi ine. "Mulungu amatsutsa onyada, koma amapereka chisomo kwa odzichepetsa." Yakobo 4:6. Ndikuvomereza kuti zimene ndinachita sizinali chifuniro cha Mulungu. Ndikufunadi kutumikira Mulungu, choncho ndimadana ndi zonse zomwe sizili mogwirizana ndi chifuniro Chake, ndipo ndimatenga chisankho cholimba kuti ndikhale maso kwambiri mtsogolo. Ndikachita izi, ndikugonjetsa pambuyo pochita chinachake cholakwika. Izi n'zimene Baibulo limati "kupha zochita za thupi". (Rom.8:23.)
Pitani patsogolo
Ndiyeno ndiyenera kupita patsogolo ndi kusalola Satana kundiimba mlandu ndi kundichititsa kukhala ndi chikumbumtima choipa. Kulefulidwa sikuli konse njira. Chifuniro changa chidakali kuchita zabwino; zimenezo sizinasinthe. "Koma ngati ndichita zimene sindikufuna kuchita, sindine kwenikweni amene ndikuchita zoipa; ndi tchimo lokhala mwa ine limene limachita izo." Aroma 7:20. Zinachitika, koma tsopano zili kale. Tsopano ndikudziwa bwino, ndipo nthawi yotsatira ndikalowa mu mkhalidwe wofananawo ndidzakhala wogalamuka kwambiri. Ndidzadziwa zomwe ndimayesedwa mosavuta ndipo ndidzakhala maso kuti ndiwone chiyesocho panthawi yake ndikunena kuti 'Ayi' kwa izo.
Paulo akupitiriza kufotokoza kuti: "Choncho mukuona mmene zilili: M'maganizo mwanga ndikufunadi kumvera chilamulo cha Mulungu, koma chifukwa cha uchimo wanga ndine kapolo wa uchimo." Aroma 7:25. "Chifukwa chake tsopano palibe chiweruzo kwa iwo amene ali mwa Khristu Yesu, amene sayenda monga mwa thupi, koma monga mwa Mzimu." Aroma 8:1. Palibe kutsutsidwa! Maganizo anga sanagwirizane ndi "zochita za thupi" ndipo Satana sangandiimbe mlandu.
Tili ndi chisomo chochuluka chochokera kwa Mulungu. Iye amafunadi kuti zinthu zizitiyendera bwino, ndipo Iye amatipatsa mpata uliwonse kuti tisinthe. (Aroma 12:2, 2 Petro 1.) Tingapeze chilengedwe chaumulungu! Koma ngati tikufuna kukhala ndi phande m'chibadwa chaumulungu, tiyenera kukhala omasuka ku chibadwa chathu chaumunthu. Choncho ndiye tikufunikira mikhalidwe imeneyi pamene tingathe kuona chibadwa chathu chaumunthu ndi kuphunzira kudziyeretsa. (2 Akorinto 7:1.) Sitingadziwe zomwe ziyenera kuyeretsedwa ngati sitikuziwona kaye.
Zasinthidwa kwathunthu
Ndikaona kuti ndaweruza kapena kukayikira ena, ngakhale kuti sindinafune kuchita zimenezo, ndiye kuti ndimadziŵa kuti kuweruza kapena kukayikira ndi zinthu zaumunthu zimene ndimayesedwa mosavuta. Tsopano ndikudziwa zomwe ndikufunikira kugwira ntchito - ndiyenera kuchotsa maganizo anga oweruza komanso okayikitsa kuti athe kusinthidwa ndi ubwino ndi chifundo.
Chitsanzo china chikakhala ngati ndikuyang'ana kumbuyo pa mkhalidwe ndikuwona kuti ndinali kuchita modzikonda, ngakhale pamene sindinafune kwenikweni kukhala wodzikonda Ndiye ndimafika pakuwona momwe izi zilidi mbali ya chikhalidwe changa chaumunthu. Tsopano ndikhoza kuchitapo kanthu ndikugwiritsa ntchito mwayi uliwonse umene ndikuwona kuti ndiphunzire kukhala wopatsa ndi wachikondi, m'malo mokhala ndekha.
Ndikaona kuti ndakhala ndikuda nkhawa, ndiye kuti ndimaona kuti ndikufunika kuphunzira kukhulupirira Mulungu.
Mndandanda umapitirira. Tidzapeza kuti monga anthu ndife ofooka, koma Mulungu ndi wamphamvu ndipo Iye adzatithandiza. Adzatipatsa zonse zimene tikufuna kuti tisinthe kotheratu.
"Amalimbitsa anthu ofooka ndi otopa. Ngakhale amene ali aang'ono amafooka; achinyamata akhoza kutopa. Koma awo amene amakhulupirira Ambuye kaamba ka thandizo adzapeza nyonga yawo yatsopano. Adzauka pamapiko ngati ziwombankhanga; iwo adzathamanga ndipo sadzatopa; iwo adzayenda osati kufooka." Yesaya 40:29-31.
