Ndapanga chisankhochakuti ndikufuna kukhala wophunzira wa Yesu, ndipo ndikudziŵa kuti zimenezo zikutanthauza kuti sindiyeneranso kuchimwa. Ndasankha mwamphamvu kuti ndikungofuna kuchita zabwino, ndipo sindidzagonja pamene ndiyesedwa kuchimwa. Koma si zophweka kwambiri! Uchimo nthawi zonse ukubwera, ngakhale ndikufuna kuchita zabwino. Kodi n'zotheka ngakhale kugonjetsa pamene malingaliro anga ali amphamvu kwambiri?
Ndikukhala panja pa nyumba ya mnzanga ndikuyembekezera kuti atuluke. Tinagwirizana kuti tikumane kunja kwa nyumba yake panthawi inayake, koma akuchedwa ... kachiwiri. Amachita zimenezi nthawi ndi nthawi. Panopa ndikukwiya kwambiri komanso ndikuleza mtima. Ndikungofuna kumuuza ndendende zimene ndikuganiza za khalidwe limeneli.
Ndikumva bwino kwambiri. Ndikufunadi kukhala woleza mtima komanso wokoma mtima, koma pano ndili, ndikumva kuleza mtima ndi kukwiya ... kachiwiri. Ndimaona ngati ndikupitirizabe kuchimwa; Ndimapitirizabe kukhala ndi malingaliro amtunduwu. Mkwiyo, nsanje, malingaliro odetsedwa, kungotchulapo zochepa chabe. Ndikudziwa kuti zinthu zimenezi n'zolakwika. Mawu a Mulungu amandiuza zimenezo. Kwenikweni sindikudziwa chochita.
Sindine malingaliro anga
Kenako ndimakumbukira chinachake chimene ndinawerenga posachedwapa. Chinali m'buku lachikristu kumene wolemba* analemba za Yakobo 1:14 (GNT), "Koma timayesedwa pamene tikokedwa ndi kugwidwa ndi zilakolako zathu zoipa."
Iye analemba kuti okhulupirira ambiri amaganiza kuti ichi ndi tchimo, ndipo amalakalaka akanamva chilichonse cha zilakolako zawo zauchimo. Akazindikira zilakolako zimenezi, amaganiza kuti chinachake chiyenera kukhala cholakwika. Koma sitiwerenga kuti sitidzayesedwa tikakhala okhulupirira, koma kuti tidzagonjetsa osati kuchimwa tikayesedwa. (1 Petro 4:1-2.) Choncho pamene mukuyesedwa kuchimwa, simunachimwebe; mumangochimwa pamene mugonja ku zilakolako zanu zauchimo. (* Sigurd Bratlie, mu "Ulemerero – Anagwidwa ndi Khristu".)
Mwadzidzidzi ndikuzindikira chinachake. Ndingamve ngati ndikukwiya pakali pano, koma si ine! Malingaliro abwera m'maganizo mwanga, koma sindiyenera kugwirizana nawo. Pakali pano zikhumbo zauchimo m'chibadwa changa chaumunthu zimafuna kulamulira, koma ichi ndi chiyeso chabe. Tsopano ndiyenera kusankha.
Zilakolako zauchimo ndizo mbali imeneyo ya chibadwa changa chaumunthu imene imafuna kukhala mogwirizana ndi chifuniro changa m'malo mochita chifuniro cha Mulungu. Ndi mbali ya ine imene imafuna kuchitapo kanthu m'njira zimene Mawu a Mulungu amanena momveka bwino kuti n'zolakwika. Ndi chifukwa chakuti ndili ndi zilakolako zauchimo m'chibadwa changa kuti ndikuyesedwa. Mwachitsanzo, chikhumbo cha kukhala wosaleza mtima. Chikhumbo chofuna kukhumudwa pamene wina akunena chinachake za ine chomwe sindimakonda, ndi zina zotero.
Mphindi ya mayesero
Chotero pamene ndimva zikhumbo zauchimo zimenezi zikubwera, kodi zimenezo zikutanthauza kuti ndachimwa? Ayi si choncho! Ndikuyesedwa. Ndimangochimwa ngati ndikuvomereza mwadala kugonjera ndi kulola malingaliro amenewo , ngakhale kuti ndikudziŵa kuti amatsutsana ndi chifuniro cha Mulungu. Koma ndikamva zinthu zimenezi, sindiyenera kuchitapo kanthu mogwirizana ndi zimenezi. Sindikuchita tchimo pokhapokha nditadziwa kuti ndikuyesedwa ndipo ndikuvomerezabe kuti ndikuchita zimene ndikuyesedwa.
Chinthu chofunika kwambiri kuti ndikumbukire ndi chakuti pali kusiyana pakati pa ine ndi zomwe ndikuyesedwa. Ndine munthu yemwe wasankha kuti ndisachimwe, mosasamala kanthu za zomwe ndikuyesedwa - mosasamala kanthu za momwe ndikumvera. Malingaliro anga samatanthauza kanthu. Maganizo anga ndi akuti ndimadana ndi uchimo ndipo sindikufuna kuchita. Ameneyo ndi ine! (Werengani Aroma 7 & 8.)
Choncho tsopano, pamene ndikuyembekezera kunja kwa nyumba ya bwenzi langa ndikumva malingaliro oleza mtima, okwiya awa akubwera, ndikudziwa kuti ichi ndi chiyeso chabe. Chibadwa changa chaumunthu ndi zilakolako zake zauchimo chimandipangitsa kumva ngati kuti ndikukhaladi wosaleza mtima. Koma ndi malingaliro anga okha! Si ine! Ndine wophunzira wa Yesu amene sadzachimwa! Sindikuvomereza malingaliro amenewa. Ndikunena mwamphamvu ndipo ndinaganiza Ayi ku chiyeso. Ngakhale kuti ndimamva chonchi, ndi maganizo anga sindilola. Ndine amene ndimasankha mwachidwi, ndipo ndikusankha kuti sindidzagonja ku malingaliro ameneŵa.
Ngakhale kuti malingaliro anga sangasinthe nthawi yomweyo, ndimakana kugonja ndipo sindilola kuganiza malingaliro oleza mtima. Ndimapemphera kwa Mulungu kuti Iye adzandipatsa mphamvu kuti ndilimbane ndi chiyesocho, ngakhale chitakhala nthawi yaitali bwanji, ndipo Iye amachita zimenezo. Ndimapemphera kuti m'malo mochita zinthu mosaleza mtima, ndizichita zinthu mwachikondi.
Mayesero = kuthekera kwa kugonjetsa
Mnzanga akatuluka m'nyumba mwake mochedwa pang'ono, safunikira ngakhale kuzindikira kuti ndayesedwa. M'malo mwake, angandichitire kuleza mtima ndi kundikomera mtima.
Chifukwa cha iye mwini, mwinamwake amafunikira kumva kuti ayenera kuganizira kwambiri za ena, koma chimenecho ndi chinthu chomwe ndiyenera kunena chifukwa cha chikondi, chifukwa ndikudziwa kuti ndi chabwino kwambiri. Sindiyenera kunena chifukwa cha kusaleza mtima, chifukwa chakuti ndinayenera kumuyembekezera. Ngati ndingathe kuchita zimenezi, tingapitirize kukhala pa ubwenzi wabwino kwambiri. Palibe kukoma kwa uchimo kumene kungabwere pakati pathu. Ndiye ndagonjetsa! Sindinachimwepo - sindinavomereze kukhala wosaleza mtima komanso wokwiya - ngakhale kuti malingaliro awa anali amphamvu kwambiri.
N'zosangalatsa kwambiri kudziwa kuti mmene ndimachitira ndikayesedwa zimadalira kwambiri ine. Ndikudziwa kuti mwa chisomo cha Mulungu Iye adzandipatsa mphamvu kuti ndigonjetse nthawi iliyonse yomwe ndikuyesedwa. Ndi chiyeso chimodzi chokha panthawi imodzi, ndipo ndi chiyeso chilichonse ndimapeza chikhalidwe chaumulungu pang'ono. (2 Petro 1:4.) Chiyeso chilichonse chikhoza kukhala chigonjetso, ndipo ndikuyembekezera tsiku lomwe zochita zanga zachilengedwe ndi "zipatso za mzimu" - chikondi, kukoma mtima, kuleza mtima, ndi zina zotero. (Agalatiya 5.) Ndikukhulupirira mwamphamvu kuti izi zidzachitika!