Mu moyo wanga wachikhristu, ndapeza “makiyi” ena amene andithandiza kugonjetsa uchimo. Zimenezi ndinaziphunzira pang’onopang’ono, nditalephera kambirimbiri, ndisanafike potsiriza pa moyo wogonjetsa uchimo. Vesi lalikulu lokumbukira pamodzi ndi makiyi onsewa ndi ili: “Mulungu amatsutsa odzikuza, koma amapatsa chisomo kwa odzichepetsa.” Yakobo 4:6. Ngati ndili wodzikuza, makiyi amenewa sagwira ntchito, koma ndikakhala wodzichepetsa amandithandiza kuti ndizigonjetsa nthawi zonse.
Khulupirirani kuti Mulungu wandiitana kuti ndigonjetse uchimo nthawi zonse
Izi n’zofunika chifukwa Satana, amene amatchedwanso “Oneneza,” amayesa kundiuza kuti sindingathe kugonjetsa mayesero nthawi zonse chifukwa ndimakopeka mosavuta nawo. Ndinamvetsa bwino kwambiri kuti Mulungu anandisankha nditamva munthu wina akunena kuti, “Ungakhale wotsimikiza kuti Mulungu anakuitana ngati uli ndi chikhumbo chomutumikira, chifukwa Mulungu ndi wolungama ndipo sakanabzala chikhumbo chimenecho mumtima mwako akanakhala kuti sanakuitane.” Zimenezi zinandithandiza kumvetsa mosavuta, chifukwa ndinkafuna kukhala wokondweretsa Mulungu. Ngakhale kuti pa nthawiyo sindinkadziwa kwenikweni tanthauzo lake.
Kuyambira nthawi imeneyo, ndakhala ndikukhulupirira kuti Mulungu wandiyitana, ngakhale pamene, mwachitsanzo, ndikuona mmene ndimayesedwera msanga kukwiya kapena kusaleza mtima, komanso mmene chikhalidwe changa chaumunthu chilili choipa kwambiri. Wonenezayo akamayesa kugwiritsa ntchito zimenezi ngati chowiringula chondipangitsa kuchimwa, ngati kuti “sindingathe kudziletsa,” ndimagwiritsa ntchito mawu awa kuti ndilimbane naye:
“Abale taganizirani m'mene munalili musanayitanidwe. Si ambiri a inu munali anzeru, si ambiri a inu munali a mphamvu zamakopedwe. Si ambiri a inu munali obadwa pa ulemerero, Koma Mulungu anasankha zopusa za dziko lapansi kuti achititse manyazi anzeru. Mulungu anasankha zinthu zofowoka za dziko lapansi kuti achititse manyazi amphamvu. Anasankha zinthu zapansipansi ndi zopeputsidwa za dziko lapansi lino zinthu zimene kulibe, kuti asukulutse zimene zilipo.” 1 Akorinto 1:26-28.
Ndikusangalala kuti ndili m’gulu la anthu amenewa pamodzi ndi Paulo ndi ena ambiri amene ananditsogolera. Ndilibe chifukwa chokhumudwira pamene ndili ndi anzanga oterewa, chifukwa Mulungu wandiyitana ndipo adzandithandiza kuti ndizipambana nthawi zonse.
Vomereza mmene ndiliri wofooka
Mfundo imeneyi ndiyo inandivuta kwambiri kuifikira. Ndingaganize kuti ndine wolimba, n’kudzilola kuchita zinthu zambiri zimene sindiyenera kuchita, monga kuonera pulogalamu ya pa TV imene ndikudziwa kuti si yabwino. Zimenezi zimandivuta kusunga maganizo anga kukhala oyera. Ndikufuna kukhala woyera, koma tsopano ndimakhala ndi zithunzi kapena nthabwala zodetsa m’maganizo mwanga chifukwa ndinaonera pulogalamu ya pa TV imene ndikudziwa kuti sindinkayenera kuionera.
Ndinadziuza ndekha kuti ngati pa pulogalamuyo saonetsa kwenikweni chilichonse chodetsa, ndiye kuti si zoipa kwenikweni. Koma limenelo ndi bodza, chifukwa n’zosatheka kumva zinazake koma n’kusakhala ndi chithunzi chake m’maganizo. N’zofanananso ndi kuwerenga. Ndazindikira kuti zithunzi zimenezi za m’maganizo zingabwererenso n’kundisautsa pambuyo pake, ndipo zonsezi zimachitika chifukwa sindinaone ndi kuvomereza kufooka kwanga pankhani ya zilakolako ndi zokhumba zanga.
“Mutha kunena kuti, ‘Zinthu zonse n'zololedwa," komatu sizonse zili zaphindu. "Zinthu zonse n'zololedwa," komatu si zonse zimathandiza.” 1 Akorinto 10:23.
Ndiyenera kugwiritsitsa vesi limeneli kuti ndisapatuke pa choonadi. Ndipo choonadi n’chakuti: Ndine wofooka kwambiri ndipo ndimayesedwa mosavuta kuti ndichite zinthu zodetsa. Dziko lonse lapansi likuvutika ndi zimenezi, ndipo inenso monga Mkhristu ndidzavutika nazo ngati ndilola kuti ndiziyang’ana zinthuzi. Munthu aliyense ayenera kudzifufuza yekha kuti adziwe zimene ayenera kusiya kuti azikondweretsa Mulungu ndi kudzisunga woyera. Kwa ine, zimenezi zikutanthauza kuti ndiyenera kusamala kwambiri zimene ndimaonera, kuwerenga ndi kuyang’ana pa mitundu yosiyanasiyana ya zoulutsira mawu. Sindingadzilole kuonera kapena kuwerenga chilichonse chimene sindiyenera, ngati ndili woona mtima pa zimene zili zabwino, zothandiza ndi zolimbikitsa.
Funani chiyanjano!
Izi zikugwirizana kwambiri ndi mfundo yachiwiri. Ndikudziwa kuti ndine wofooka, koma kukhala pamodzi ndi abale ndi alongo amene akulimbana ndi nkhondo yomweyo kungandipatse mphamvu ndi kundilimbikitsa kwambiri. Monga “msilikali” sindiyenera kuphonya mwayi uliwonse wolimbitsa mphamvu zanga pomenya nkhondo!
Ndili ndi mwayi wokhala m’tchalitchi momwe pali anthu ambiri ondizungulira omwe nawonso amalakalaka kugonjetsa nthawi zonse. Ndi udindo wanga kuchita zimene zalembedwa mu Ahebri 10:24:
“Tiziganizira m'mene tingalimbikitsirane wina ndi mnzake pokonda ndi kuchita ntchito zabwino. Tiyeni tisaleke kusonkhana kwathu pamodzi monga ena m'mene amachitira, koma tizilimbikitsana makamaka poona kuti tsiku la Ambuye layandikikira.”
Chiyanjano ndi kusonkhana pamodzi zakhala zofunika kwambiri kwa ine chifukwa ndimazifuna. Popanda zimenezi, ndimayamba kutaya mphamvu m’moyo wanga ndi kuiwala zinthu zofunika. Zimenezi zandithandiza kwambiri kuti ndiyambe kukhala ndi moyo wachigonjetso.
Tchulani uchimo kuti ndi uchimo!
Ndazindikira mowonjezereka kuti ngati sindiuona uchimo mmene ulili, ndimakhala wosasamala. Zimene Baibulo limaona kuti ndi machimo aakulu zakhala zachizolowezi kwambiri m’dziko masiku ano.
Mwachitsanzo, kunena ena miseche. Aliyense amanena ena miseche. Mwina sititcha zimenezi kunena ena miseche, koma n’zimenezi, ngakhale kuti anthu amayesa kuzilungamitsa. Koma ndiyenera kukumbukira kuti pa Aroma 1:30, anthu onena ena miseche aikidwa m’gulu limodzi ndi odana ndi Mulungu! Ndikazindikira mmene Mulungu amaonera zimenezi, ndidzaona kuti kunena ena miseche ndi tchimo lalikulu.
Ndiyenera kupemphera kuti ndikhale ndi maganizo ozama kwambiri pa uchimo komanso kuti ndiyambe kudana nawo. Ndiyenera kuona uchimo monga mmene Mulungu amawuonera. Sizingatheke kuchimwa m’mbali imodzi popanda kuyamba kugonja ku uchimo m’mbali zina. Uchimo umalowerera pang’onopang’ono. Umayambira m’mbali imodzi, ndipo posakhalitsa ndimapezekanso mu ukapolo wa uchimo m’mbali zambiri. Zimenezi ndakumana nazo pandekha ndipo ndingachitire umboni kuti n’zoona.