Kuwerenga 2 Timoteyo 3:1-5, ndikhoza kumva mosavuta kukhala wokhutira pang'ono ndekha.
"Kumbukirani izi! M'masiku otsiriza padzakhala mavuto ambiri, chifukwa anthu adzadzikonda okha, kukonda ndalama, kudzitama, ndi kunyadira. Iwo adzanena zinthu zoipa kwa ena ndipo sadzamvera makolo awo kapena kuyamikira kapena kukhala mtundu wa anthu amene Mulungu amafuna. Iwo sadzakonda ena, adzakana kukhululukira, adzadyera miseche, ndipo sadzadziletsa. Iwo adzakhala ankhanza, adzadana ndi zabwino, adzatembenukira kwa anzawo, ndipo adzachita zopusa popanda kuganiza. Iwo adzakhala odzikuza, adzakonda zosangalatsa m'malo mwa Mulungu, ndipo adzachita ngati kuti akutumikira Mulungu [adzakhala ndi mtundu wa umulungu] koma sadzakhala ndi mphamvu zake. Khalani kutali ndi anthu amenewo."
"Anthu oipa," ndikuganiza. "Zikomo Mulungu sindine mmodzi wa iwo."
Koma chinachake chikumveka chozoloŵereka kwa ine ponena za malingaliro anga. Mwadzidzidzi ndikuzindikira kuti ndimamveka ngati Mfarisi wa pa Luka 18.
"Mulungu, ndikukuthokozani kuti sindili ngati anthu ena." —Luka 18:11.
Kasi Yesu wakayowoya vichi pa nkhani ya Mufarisi?
"Pakuti iwo amene adzipanga okha kukhala aakulu adzachepetsedwa, ndipo odzichepetsa adzakhala aakulu." Luka 18:14 .
Ngakhale ndikuganiza kwambiri za ine ndekha, ndikusangalala kuti sindili ngati anthu amenewo, ndili ndi mlandu pazinthu zina zomwe zalembedwa pomwepo. Ndikukhala wonyada ndi wodzikuza (wodzala ndekha). Ndiyenera kuvomereza kuti chimenecho ndicho chowonadi.
Muziganizira za chitukuko chanu
Bwanji ngati ndinasinthiratu mmene ndimaŵerengera mavesi ameneŵa? M'malo mowerenga kuti ndi za anthu ena, gulu la ochimwa ndi onyenga, bwanji osatenga ngati chenjezo la zomwe ndingakhale ngati sindili maso ndikudziyang'anira ndekha? M'malo ena Paulo akulangiza mwamphamvu Timoteo kuchita chinthu chimenecho.
"Muziganizira kwambiri za kugwira ntchito pa chitukuko chanu komanso zimene mumaphunzitsa. Mukachita zimenezi, mudzadzipulumutsa nokha ndi amene akukumvani." 1 Timoteyo 4:16.
Ndicho chimene chiri. Yang'anirani ndi kukhala maso kuti musakhale zinthu zonsezi zoipa chifukwa ndinu wonyada komanso wokondwa bwino.
Ndaona kale kuti n'zosavuta kunyadira komanso kudzikuza, popanda ngakhale kuzindikira zimene zikuchitika. Bwanji ponena za zinthu zina zolembedwa kumeneko?
Kodi kwenikweni si pafupi kwambiri ndi ine kukhala wokonda ndekha? Kufuna kuteteza kudzikonda kwanga, kudzikonda kwanga pa mtengo uliwonse? Kodi mwachibadwa sindili wokonda ndalama? Kodi nthawi zonse ndimakhala wabwino kwa ena? Kodi nthawi zonse ndimalemekeza makolo anga? Kodi ndikuthokoza? Kodi ndimakondadi Mulungu?
Kapena kodi ndimangokhala pansi, wokondwa ndi mfundo yakuti ndine Mkristu, wokondwa kuchita monga momwe ndimatumikira Mulungu, kukhala ndi mtundu wa umulungu koma wopanda mphamvu yake?
Chiyembekezo cha uthenga wabwino
Mphamvu ya umulungu woona ndi yakuti zinthu zonsezo zikhoza kugonjetsedwa. Inde, ndikhoza kukhala wokonda ndekha mosavuta, koma ndikhoza kugonjetsa kudzikonda kumeneko. Chimenecho ndicho chiyembekezo chimene uthenga wabwino umapereka. Limenelo ndilo lonjezo la zimene zingachitike m'moyo wanga. Mphamvu ya umulungu ndi mphamvu yomwe timapeza mwa Mzimu Woyera kuti tigonjetse mayesero onse omwe amachokera ku chikhalidwe changa chochimwa. (Machitidwe 1:8.)
Choncho ndiyenera kukhala maso ndi kusamala ndi zinthu zimenezo m'moyo wanga. Ndiyenera kukonda ndi kuvomereza choonadi chokhudza ine ndekha, chifukwa ndi choonadi chomwe chidzandipangitsa kukhala womasuka ku zoipa zonsezi zaumunthu. Ndikawona choonadi cha momwe ndiriri mwachibadwa, ndiye kuti ndikhoza kupeza chisomo kuti ndigonjetse ndikukhala womasuka ku izo. Koma sindingathe kuchita zimenezo ngati sindikuvomereza kuti n'zoona kuti ndine wonyada, wosayamika, ndi zinthu zina zonsezi.
"Ndipo mudzadziwa choonadi, ndipo choonadi chidzakumasulani." Yohane 8:32.
Mavesi a m'Timoteyo akutichenjeza za mmene zidzayendera ndi munthu amene alibe mphamvu ya umulungu. Chifukwa cha chisomo cha Mulungu, sindiyenera kukhala mmodzi wa anthu amenewo.
