Ndili ndi zaka zisanu ndi zinayi, ndinadwala khansa ya m’mafupa imene inayamba pabondo langa lamanzere ndipo inafalikira kwambiri moti ndinafunika kudulidwa mwendo, ndipo ndinayenera kukhala ndi mwendo wopangira.
Ndinali munthu wodekha, choncho pamene ndinali ndi zaka 9 ndipo makolo anga anandiuza kuti mwendo wanga uyenera kudulidwa, sindinaganizire kwambiri za nkhaniyo. Zimenezi zingamveke zachilendo, koma ndikukhulupirira kuti chinali chisomo cha Mulungu chimene chinandithandiza kudalira kwambiri Iye ndi makolo anga. Koma pamene ndinkakula, ndinayamba kuona mmene zimenezi zinakhudzira moyo wanga, ndipo ndinayenera kulimbana nacho kuti ndisataye chikhulupiriro chimenecho.
Kudzimvera chisoni
Ndikukumbukira kuti ndili wachinyamata, ndikayang’ana zithunzi zanga ndi anzanga, ndinkaganiza kuti: “Mwendo wanga ukuonekera kwambiri pachithunzichi, ukuoneka woipa kwambiri.” Kapena ndikamasewera mpira, ndinkaganiza kuti: “Ndikanakhala kuti ndilibe mwendo wopangira, ndikanatha kukhala wosewera wabwino.”
Koma Mulungu anandionetsa kuti maganizo amenewa anali ongodzimvera chisoni, ndinkangodzichitira chisoni. Ndipo kudzimvera chisoni ndekha ndi mdani! Kumayamba ndi ganizo limodzi lokha, ndipo ngati simuyamba kulimbana nalo ndi kukana kugonja, lingakule n’kukhala mdima waukulu umene n’zovuta kutulukamo.
Kudzimvera chisoni kumakupangitsani kuganizira za zimene inu mumafuna ndi zimene mumafunikira, komanso mmene anthu ena ayenera kukuchitirani inu. Mumayamba kuumiriza ena, ndipo posakhalitsa mumakhala osayamika komanso owawidwa mtima. Kwa Mkhristu, n’zosavuta kuona kuti maganizo otere alibe chochita ndi maganizo a Mulungu.
“Pakuti Mzimu amene Mulungu anatipatsa, si Mzimu wotipatsa manyazi, koma Mzimu wotipatsa mphamvu, chikondi ndi kudzisunga.” 2 Timoteyo 1:7.
Choyamba, ndiyenera kuona kudzimvera chisoni ngati tchimo, ngati mdani. Ndikaona kuti ndi chinthu chotsutsana ndi chifuniro cha Mulungu, ndingasankhe kudana nacho. (Masalimo 139:21-22.) Ndiyeno ndingathe kuvala zida za Mulungu ndi kuchigonjetsa. (Aefeso 6:13-17; Deuteronomo 28:7.) Zimathandiza kumvetsa bwino kuti kulolera kudzimvera chisoni kumangobweretsa chisoni, kupanda kanthu, mdima ndi kusowa chochita; kwawononga miyoyo ya anthu mamiliyoni ambiri. N’chifukwa chiyani ndingasankhe kugonjera zimenezi?
Kudalira Mulungu kwathunthu
Mwendo wanga wopangira umafunika kukonzedwa pafupipafupi. Ndipo ndimakhala ngati moyo wanga wayima kaye mpaka utakonzedwa ndipo zinthu zonse zimabwerera mwakale. Zinthu ngati zimenezi zingayambitse nkhawa zambiri. Nanga bwanji ngati sangathe kuukonza mwamsanga monga momwe ndikuganizira kuti ayenera kuchitira? Kodi ndidzalephera kupita ku ntchito? Nanga bwanji ngati izi zitachitika, kapena zinazo?
Mofanana ndi mmene ndimaonera kudzimvera chisoni, ndiyenera kuona nkhawa ngati mdani. Mdani ameneyu ndi kusowa chikhulupiriro ndi kudalira Mulungu. Yesu akunena kuti, “Pakuti anthu akunja amadzifuna zinthu zonsezi ndipo Atate anu akumwamba adziwa kuti musowa zimenezi. Koma muyambe mwafuna ufumu wake ndi chilungamo chake ndipo zinthu zonsezi zidzapatsidwa kwa inu.” Mateyu 6:32-33. Ngati ndikhulupirira vesi limeneli ndi kusankha kulimvera mokhulupirika, ndiye kuti ndimapeza mpumulo. Mulungu akufuna kuti timukhulupirire kwathunthu ndi kugonjetsa kukayikira konse.
Yakobo analemba kuti: “Koma pamene mupempha, muyenera kukhulupirira osakayika, chifukwa amene amakayika ali ngati mafunde pa nyanja amene amawinduka nakankhika ndi mphepo. Munthu wotere asayembekezere kulandira kalikonse kuchokera kwa Ambuye. Iyeyu ndi munthu wa mitima iwiri, wosakhazikika pa zimene akuchita.” Yakobo 1:6-8. Yesu ananenanso kangapo kuti, “Zichitike kwa inu monga mwa chikhulupiriro chanu!” Mateyu 9:29.
Kuti ndipindule kwamuyaya kokha
Nyengo zanga zinakonzedwa mwapadera kwa ine ndekha. Ngati ndimaika maganizo anga pa cholinga changa chamuyaya, ndimaona kuti zili monga momwe Paulo ananenera kwa Akorinto: “Pakuti masautso athu ndi opepuka ndi a kanthawi, koma akutitengera ulemerero wamuyaya umene ndi wapamwamba kwambiri. Motero sitiyang'ana zinthu zimene ndi zooneka ndi maso, koma zinthu zimene ndi zosaoneka. Pakuti zimene zimaoneka ndi zosakhalitsa, koma zimene sizioneka ndi zamuyaya.” 2 Akorinto 4:17-18. Sikuti ndi za nyengo yakunja imene ndikukumana nayo pano padziko lapansi, koma ndi za kupeza zinthu zimene sizikondweretsa Mulungu (adani monga kudzimvera chisoni ndi kuda nkhawa) ndi kuzigonjetsa.
M'moyo wamuyaya, nyengo zanga za padziko lapansi zidzakhala zitatha, koma zimene zidzatsale ndi zimene ndapindula nazo. Pamene ndikulimbana ndi uchimo, ndidzakhala ndi chipatso chochuluka cha Mzimu m’moyo wanga. Ndikadzapha kudzimvera chisoni, ndidzakhala wosadzikonda kwambiri, wowolowa manja ndiponso wokoma mtima kwa ena. Ndikamalimbana ndi nkhawa zonse ndi kukayikira, ndidzakhala ndi chikhulupiriro chokwanira ndi kudalira Mulungu. Zimenezi ndi zimene zidzatsale kwamuyaya—chikondi, chimwemwe, mtendere, kuleza mtima, kukoma mtima, ubwino, kukhulupirika, kufatsa ndi kudziletsa. (Agalatiya 5:22-23.) Ndaitanidwa kuti ndikhale wodzala ndi zinthu zimenezi m’moyo wanga. (Aefeso 3:19.)
Aliyense ali ndi nyengo zimene anakonzeredwa mwangwiro. N’kutheka kuti nyengo yanu ndi yosiyana ndi yanga, koma kodi munaganizapo za nyengo yanu? Kodi mukuona kuti nyengo za moyo wanu zikukuthandizani kuti mupindule kwamuyaya, monga mmene timaŵerengera pa Aroma 8:28? Kodi mumakhulupiriradi zimenezo? Ngati mumakhulupirira, ndiye kuti palibe chifukwa chololera kudzimvera chisoni, kukayikira, kuda nkhawa kapena kutaya mtima kulowa m’moyo wanu!