Abwenzi ndi achibale a Anelle amatha kumva bata mwa iye, kukoma mtima ndi kukhutira kwambiri munyengo zonse za moyo. Ichi sichinthu chomwe chimabwera mwachibadwa ,kwa mphunzitsi wa sukulu ya pulayimale wa zaka 36 uyu yemwe wakhala zaka zambiri ndi matenda omwe amakula pa nthawi ndi nthawi. Tinakhala pansi ndi Anelle ndi kulankhula naye za zokumana nazo zake monga msungwana wachichepere ndi mkazi amene wakula m'chikhulupiriro chake mosasamala kanthu za kukhala ndi nthenda imene ilibe mankhwala.
Matenda osadziwika
Ali ndi zaka 13, Anelle anaona kuti analephera kuyenda m'mapazi ake ndi kulamulira phazi lake. Madokotala anamupeza ndi matenda amene adzaipiraipira m'kupita kwa nthaŵi, koma analephera kutchula dzina lina lake.
"Poyamba, ndinkathabe kuyenda bwino, koma kenako zinthu zinafika poipa kwambiri ndipo zizindikiro zinayamba kukhala zachilendo ndipo zinthu zinkachitika motere," akufotokoza Anelle. Zimenezi sizinali zophweka, makamaka kwa wachinyamata. Chikhulupiriro chosavuta cha Anelle mwa Mulungu chinayesedwa.
Zinthu zimene iye monga mtsikana wamng'ono anazolowera kuchita, zinakhala zovuta kwambiri pamene matendawa anachititsa kuti aziyenda pang'ono komanso kuti asamve bwino m'manja ndi m'mapazi. Panthaŵi imodzimodziyo, mawu ake anakhudzidwanso.
"Poyamba ndinali ndi mafunso ambiri," akupitiriza motero, "Ndipo, ngakhale tsopano, masiku ena ndi ovuta kuposa ena."
"Kuleka zomwe ndinakonza”"
Mu zonsezi, Anelle waphunzira kuika chikhulupiriro chake mwa Mulungu; koma sizinakhale zophweka. Mofanana ndi wina aliyense, Anelle anali ndi zolinga zake ndi malingaliro ake ponena za mmene anafunira kuti moyo wake ukhale.
"Ndinganene kuti chimodzi mwazinthu zazikulu kwambiri chinali kuleka zomwe ndinakonza- kusiya chithunzi changa cha momwe zinthu zingachitire ndipo ziyenera kukhala ndikungopereka kwa Mulungu kuti Iye athe kutsogolera zinthu momwe Iye ankafunira."
M'kupita kwa nthaŵi, Anelle wakhala wokhutira kwambiri ndi woyamikira zimene Mulungu walola kuchitika kwa iye.
"Ndikuganiza kuti chinsinsi chimakhala posankha kuyamikira, chifukwa monga munthu nthawi zonse pali chinachake chomwe mukufuna - ichi kapena chomwe chiyenera kukhala chabwino; izi siziyenera kukhala choncho ... Koma n'chifukwa chiyani sizingakhale choncho? Kapena n'chifukwa chiyani chinachake chiyenera kukhala "chabwino"? Kapena n'chifukwa chiyani chinachake chiyenera kukhala chosiyana? Ndi wangwiro basi mmene zilili. Muyenera kuyamikira. Mwachitsanzo - ngati wina angathe kuimba bwino, ndikhoza kusankha kusangalala kuwamvetsera m'malo mokhala wosasangalala chifukwa sindingathe kuimba.
"Zili ngati vesi limenelo mwa Ahebri; Yesu anati: 'Ndine pano, Mulungu, kuchita chifuniro chanu.' (Ahebri 10:7.) Ndizomwenso ndingachite, ndi thupi lomwe ndili nalo komanso maluso omwe ndili nawo," akufotokoza.
Mulungu amadziwa zabwino
Anelle salankhula za tsatanetsatane yense wa mavuto ake, koma zikuonekeratu kuti pakhala zovuta zambiri. Monga mphunzitsi pa sukulu ya pulaimale, ayenera kulankhula kwambiri. Ndi mawu ake ofooka, zinthu zingakhale zovuta.
"Mungakhumudwe ndipo mukufuna kunena kuti, 'Kodi mfundo yake ndi yotani?' Koma Mulungu ndi wokhulupirika ku malonjezo Ake. Amakuthandizani kupyola tsiku limodzi kapena mlungu umodzi. Ziribe kanthu kuti zimavuta bwanji. Zimakhala zovuta nthawi zina, makamaka pamene muli kusukulu ndipo mwadzidzidzi mawu anu sagwira ntchito. Koma pamene ine ndikupereka zonse kwa Mulungu ndi kupempha thandizo mu zinthu zimenezo, Iye amachititsa zinthuzo. Ophunzira anga amachita bwino, ngakhale ndi mphunzitsi amene nthawi zina amamveka chonchi." Anelle akumwetulira pamene akunena za mawu ake okhwima,.
Matenda amene Anelle ali nawo akuipiraipira ndipo palibe mankhwala odziwika. Kupatula jekeseni palibe mankhwala omwe alipo polimbana ndi matendawa. Amavalanso ndqodo yothandizirapa mwendo wake kuti kuyenda kukhale kosavuta. Ndithudi, Anelle wakhala akuyesedwa kuti adzimvere chisoni chifukwa chakuti sangathe kuyenda mozungulira monga momwe angafune ndipo amavutika kulankhula.
"Zimavuta; simungathe kuona njira yotulukira. Koma n'kofunika kudziwa nthawi zonse kuti Mulungu alipo pambali panu. Anapanga aliyense wa ife ndipo Iye amatidziwa - zomwe zili zovuta kwa ife ndi zomwe sizili zovuta. Amadziwa zoyenera kuchita kuti atithandize.
"Pali vesi limene limati: "Dzichepetseni pansi pa dzanja lamphamvu la Mulungu ..." 1 Petro 5:6. Chimenecho ndi chimodzi mwazinthu zomwe zandithandiza kwambiri - kungodzichepetsa pansi pa Mulungu ndi 'chithandizo' Chake, ndikudzidzichepetsa ndekha mosasamala kanthu za zomwe zikubwera mnjira yanga. Mulungu amadziwa zimene Iye akuchita.
"Thupi langa likhoza kusweka pachabe, koma mzimu wanga ukhoza kukwera kumwamba. Ndikuthokoza kwambiri chifukwa cha zimenezo, chifukwa zimandipangitsa kukhala wodzichepetsa, woyandikana ndi Mulungu komanso kudalira Iye."
Anelle akumaliza ndi kunena kuti, "Ndinawerenga buku lonena za mkazi woopa Mulungu - amalankhula za momwe mavuto anu amakhalira osafunika pamene mukuganizira za kudalitsa ena ndi kukhala abwino kwa iwo. Nthawi zina zimatha kumva chonchi: 'Osauka ine, sindingathe kulankhula, mawu anga sadzagwira ntchito.' Pitani mukadalitse munthu, khalani wabwino kwa munthu wina, ndiyeno mavuto anu ali ngati kanthu!"
Pamene Anelle akulankhula, zikuwonekeratu kuti ndi mtsikana amene amamenyera chikhulupiriro chake nkhondo. Ali ndi chikhulupiriro ndi moyo womwe umayesedwa komanso woona - moyo womwe umalimbikitsa omwe amamuzungulira, kaya akudziwa kapena ayi.