Pa tsiku langa lomaliza la kalasi ya mbiri yakale, mphunzitsiyo anafotokoza kuti panali chinthu chimodzi chofunika kwambiri chimene ankafuna kuti tikumbukire: "Tiyenera kuphunzira kuchokera m'mbuyomu kuti tisapange zolakwa zofananazo m'tsogolo." Ndinaganiza za chiyambukiro chimene ichi chikakhala nacho pa chitaganya. Tangolingalirani ngati anthu angaphunzire kupeŵa mavuto azachuma kapena nkhondo!
Kenako ndinazindikira kuti zimenezi zimagwiranso ntchito pa moyo wanga. Kodi ndachedwa kangati kupita ku kalasi, koma tsiku lotsatira ndinachedwa? Ndinadabwa ngati lingaliro la "kuphunzira kuchokera m'mbuyomu" lingagwiritsidwe ntchito pa zolakwa zina, monga momwe ndimachitira pamene chinachake sichikuyenda momwe ndikuganizira kuti chiyenera.
N'chifukwa chiyani ndimakwiya?
Ngati wina akunena zinthu zoipa za ine kumbuyo kwanga, malingaliro okwiya amabwera. Zimenezo ndi zachibadwa, si choncho? Koma kukwiya kapena kukwiya sikumandisangalatsa, ndipo sikumathetsa vutolo. M'malo mwake, zimandipangitsa kukhala wokhumudwa kwambiri, wosakhutira ndi wopusa. Izi zili choncho chifukwa chakuti kukwiya ndi kukwiya ndi tchimo, ndipo sikumakondweretsa Mulungu. Ndikudziwa izi - choncho n'chifukwa chiyani ndimakwiyabe?
Pamene ndikulingalira za m'mbuyo, ndimazindikira kuti chinali chifukwa chakuti mkati mwenimweni mwa chimwemwe changa chinali kudalira pa zimene zinandichitikira ndi mmene ndinachitidwira. Satana amadziŵa mmene angagwiritsire ntchito malingaliro oterowo, ndipo cholinga chake ndicho kuba mtendere wanga ndi chimwemwe. (Yohane 10:10.) Amafuna kuti ndikhulupirire kuti vuto ndi anthu ena kapena mikhalidwe yanga. Koma Mulungu akufuna kuti ndikhale womasuka ku mkwiyo umenewu, tchimo limeneli limene limakhala mwa ine, m'chibadwa changa chaumunthu.
Tsopano ndikuzindikira kuti ndi mmene ndimachitira ndi mkhalidwe uliwonse umene umatsimikizira chimwemwe changa!
Pa Aroma 8:28 kwalembedwa kuti, "Ndipo tikudziwa kuti Mulungu amachititsa kuti zonse zigwire ntchito limodzi kuti anthu amene amakonda Mulungu akhale abwino ndipo amaitanidwa mogwirizana ndi cholinga chake kwa iwo." Ngati ndimakonda Mulungu ndi kufunafuna kumkondweretsa Iye, chiyeso chilichonse chingawonedwe kukhala mwaŵi wa kumasulidwa ku mphamvu ya Satana pa ine, m'malo mwa kuchita machimo amodzimodziwo mobwerezabwereza.
Ngati ndizindikira kuti Satana amagwiritsira ntchito malingaliro okwiya amene amachokera ku chibadwa changa chaumunthu kundiyesa kuchimwa, pamenepo ndingasankhe kusagonja, ndi kusankha kukhulupirira Mawu a Mulungu m'malo mwake. Pa Yakobo 4:7 kwalembedwa kuti, "Dzichepetseni kwambiri pamaso pa Mulungu. Kanizani mdyerekezi, ndipo adzakuthawani." Ine kukana Satana mwa kunena Ayi ku uchimo umene umabwera mwa ine, ndi kuti nthawizonse ntchito zabwino zanga – ndi kokha pamene ine kukhala womasuka ku tchimo limenelo kuti ine kukhala wosangalala moona!
Kodi sindigonjanso bwanji?
Ndikaona mmene zochita zanga zoipa "zachibadwa" sizinapang angapangirepo chilichonse chabwino m'mbuyomu, ndimafunadi kuchita zinthu mosiyana. Koma kodi ndingatsimikizire motani kuti pamene mkhalidwe wina ubwera, sindidzagonjanso?
Ndiyenera kuvomereza kuti zinthu zimenezi ndi tchimodi, kulapa kwa iwo, ndi kudana nazo. Ndiyenera kupanga chosankha cholimba mumtima mwanga kuti sindidzalola Satana kukhala ndi mphamvu iliyonse pa ine. Tenepo, pomwe ndidazindikira kuti ndikhafuna kucita bzinthu bzizinji bzomwe ndidadana nazo, ndidaitana Mulungu kuti andithandize!
Ku Ahebri 4:16 kwalembedwa, "Tiyeni tikhale ndi chidaliro, ndiye, ndi kuyandikira mpando wachifumu wa Mulungu, kumene kuli chisomo. Kumeneko tidzalandira chifundo ndi kupeza chisomo chotithandiza pamene tikufunikira." Ngati ndipita kwa Mulungu ndi kupempherera thandizo pamene ndikuyesedwa, Iye adzandipatsa chisomo chomwe ndikufunikira kuti ndikane mdierekezi Ndipo nthawi yomwe ndikufunikira, ndi ndisanachimwe! Akufuna kundithandiza!
Sindingokhala womasuka ku mphamvu ya uchimo, koma tchimo la umunthu wanga limaloŵedwa m'malo ndi chinthu chatsopano. Kumene ndinakwiya kale, Mulungu akhoza kulenga kuleza mtima, kumene ine nthawi zambiri kudandaula, Mulungu akhoza kulenga kuyamikira. Mwanjira imeneyo, chibadwa changa chaumunthu kwenikweni chimalowedwa m'malo pang'onopang'ono ndi chikhalidwe chaumulungu—moyo wosatha! (2 Petro 1: 3-9.)
Mawu a mphunzitsi wanga anali anzeru, ndipo ngati ndiwagwiritsira ntchito pa moyo wanga, ndikuwona kuti ndingagwiritse ntchito zakale kuphunzira chinachake chimene chidzakhala chopindulitsa kosatha mtsogolo!