Kukhala wamng'ono lerolino kungabwere ndi chitsenderezo chachikulu. Pali ziyembekezo, kupsinjika, ndi zofuna zochokera kumbali zonse.
Tsogolo nlosatsimikizirika. Kaŵirikaŵiri timadzipanikiza kwambiri chifukwa cha ziyembekezo zenizeni kapena zoyerekezera kuchokera ku chitaganya.
Ziyembekezo vs. zenizeni
Ine ndekha sindinali wokondwa ndi kukhala "pafupifupi". Ndinkafuna kukhala wabwino kwambiri pa chilichonse, ndipo ndinkavutika kuvomereza mfundo yakuti panali zinthu zina zimene sindinali kuchita bwino. Zimenezi zinachititsa kugwiritsidwa mwala, kuwawidwa mtima, ndi nsanje, pamene ndinadziyerekezera ndi ena.
Pomalizira pake, ndinazindikira kuti ziyembekezo zanga zazikulu zinali kundipanga kukhala kapolo! Ndinali wosasangalala kwambiri ndi zomwe ndinapatsidwa; sizinali zokwanira ndipo ndinangothera kukhala wotopa ndi wopanikizika.
"Pakuti ndife luso la Mulungu ..."
Ndinazindikira kuti pamene ndinali kuyesa kusangalatsa anzanga, achibale anga, ndi ineyo, ndinali kusowa chinthu chokha chofunika. Ndipo ndikuti pali Mmodzi yekha amene ndiyenera kufuna kukondweretsa. Amene anandilenga – Ambuye wanga ndi Mbuye.
"Pakuti ndife luso la Mulungu. Iye watilenga mwatsopano mwa Khristu Yesu, kuti tithe kuchita zinthu zabwino zimene anatikonzera kalekale." Aefeso 2:10.
Mulungu anandilenga mogwirizana ndi chifuniro Chake changwiro. Ichi chinali chinachake Iye anaganiza ndi mosamala anakonza. Anandisankha dziko lisanalengedwe, ndipo anandipatsa umunthu wapadera, maluso ndi maluso omwe Iye ankadziwa kuti adzakhala abwino kwambiri.
Ndikakhala womasuka ku zovuta zanga - kutsika, ukulu, ndi zina zotero - ndiye ndimaphunzira momwe ndingagwiritsire ntchito mphatso ndi maluso omwe Mulungu wandipatsa kuti ndimutumikire m'njira yomwe Iye wandikonzera. Ndiyeno maso anga ali otseguka kugwiritsira ntchito mwaŵi umene ndapatsidwa ndi kukhala ndi moyo pamaso pa Mulungu. Ndikhoza kukhala m'njira yosangalatsa kwa Iye, ndipo ndimakhala womasuka kuyesa kukhala munthu "wangwiro" pazifukwa zonse zolakwika.
Kugwiritsa ntchito zimene Mulungu wandipatsa
Pamene ine ndiri wokhulupirika mokwanira ndi zimene Mulungu wandipatsa, ndiye palibe chifukwa kukhala wosasangalala kapena kupanikizika za tsogolo langa chifukwa ine ndikudziwa kuti Iye ali ndi dongosolo wangwiro kwa ine. Adzandisamalira! Mwina sindine "wamkulu padziko lapansi" kapena wangwiro pa chilichonse, koma ndikachita ntchito iliyonse ndi mtima wanga wonse monga kwa Ambuye osati kwa anthu (Akolose 3:23) ndiye kuti adzadalitsidwa. Kenako ndidzaphunzira mmene ndingachitire bwino komanso bwino.
Kotero tsopano, ngakhale kuti chikhalidwe changa chikufunabe kuchita zonse mwangwiro, sindikumvanso ngati ndikukhala pansi pa chitsenderezo chachikulu. Sindingathe kudzilola kugwiritsa ntchito mphatso zomwe Mulungu wandipatsa kuti ndiwonetse anthu ena kuti ndine wabwino kuposa iwo chifukwa ndiye ndidzapezeka kunja kwa chifuniro Chake. Koma ine ndikhoza kuchita zimene Iye wandipatsa ine kuchita mosavuta ndi mokhulupirika, ndi kukhala pa mpumulo mkati!
Ndikhoza kukhala ngati dongo m'manja mwa Woumba - Mulungu akhoza kundigwiritsa ntchito ndipo ndikhoza kupangidwa kukhala munthu amene Iye akufuna kuti ndikhale.
Ndikakhala chonchi, palibe "kukakamiza!" Ndikhoza kuyang'ana kutsogolo ndi chiyembekezo ndi chidaliro.
