Nthaŵi zonse zinali zovuta kwambiri kwa ine kuvomereza kusuliza chinachake chimene ndinachita ndi zolinga zabwino. Kunena zoona, chinali chimodzi mwa zofooka zanga zazikulu. Nthaŵi iliyonse pamene ndinadzudzulidwa ponena za chinachake, ndinkalimbana ndi malingaliro ambiri amdima ndi kulefulidwa. Ndinkaona kuti sindinali wabwino mokwanira. Ndinkaona kuti sindinamvetse bwino ndipo ndingakayikire ngati ndingathedi kuchita zabwino.
Zimenezi zitachitika kangapo, ndinayamba kudabwa kwambiri kuti chimene chinayambitsa vutoli chinali chiyani. N'chifukwa chiyani zinthu sizinayende bwino pamene ndinali wotsimikiza kuti ndinamvera mokhulupirika zinthu zimene Mulungu anagwira mwa ine?
Ndiyeno tsiku lina mavesi amenewa anabwera m'maganizo mwanga: "Ndikudziwa kuti zabwino sizikhala mwa ine—ndiko kuti, m'chibadwa changa chaumunthu. Pakuti ngakhale kuti chikhumbo cha kuchita zabwino chili mwa ine, sindingathe kuchichita." Aroma 7:18 (GNT). "Monga momwe zalembedwera: 'Palibe amene nthawi zonse amachita zabwino, ngakhale imodzi. Palibe amene amamvetsetsa. Palibe amene amayang'ana kwa Mulungu kuti amuthandize. Onse atembenuka. Pamodzi, aliyense wakhala wopanda pake. Palibe amene amachita chilichonse chabwino; palibe ngakhale imodzi.'" Aroma 3:10-12 (NCV).
Nditawerenga mavesi amenewa, ndinazindikira kuti ndili ndi tchimo m'chilengedwe changa lomwe limakhudza zabwino zonse zimene ndimayesetsa kuchita. Zotsatira zake, kudzikonda kwanga kumabwera nthawi iliyonse yomwe ndimayesetsa kuchita chinachake chabwino. Ndikuwona kuti ngakhale ndikufuna kuchita zabwino, ndikufunanso kutamandidwa ndi kuyamikiridwa ndipo ndikuyembekezera momwe ndiyenera kuchitiridwa, ndi zina zotero. Koma kodi zimenezi zinatanthauza kuti ndiyenera kusiya kuyesa kuchita zabwino? Zimenezo sizikanakhala bwino ayi.
Njira yothetsera vutoli inabwera pamene ndinazindikira kuti choyamba ndinayenera kuvomereza choonadi - kuti palibe chabwino mu chikhalidwe changa chaumunthu. Kenako, ndinafunika kukhulupirira malonjezo a Mulungu amene analembedwa m'Baibulo lonse. Ndinayenera kuyamba kukhulupirira kuti Mulungu amatha kundiyeretsa ku uchimo ndi kundisintha kuti ndikhale ngati Yesu, pang'ono ndi pang'ono tsiku lililonse, monga momwe zalembedwera pa Aroma 8:29.
Kukhulupirira malonjezo a Mulungu kunakhala bwenzi langa lapamtima
Kukhulupirira malonjezo a Mulungu kunakhala bwenzi langa lapamtima, ndipo ndinagwira vesi ili: "Ndipo ndikutsimikiza kuti Mulungu, amene anayamba ntchito yabwino mkati mwa inu, adzapitiriza ntchito yake kufikira itatha pa tsiku limene Kristu Yesu adzabweranso." Afilipi 1:6 (NLT).
Pamene ndinaŵerenga kwambiri mawu a Mulungu, m'pamenenso ndinayenera kugwiritsitsa mavesi ndi malonjezo ambiri. Mwachitsanzo, panali Akolose 3:23-24 (NCV): "M'ntchito yonse imene mukugwira, gwiritsani ntchito bwino kwambiri. Gwiritsani ntchito ngati kuti mukuchita izo kwa Ambuye, osati kwa anthu. Kumbukirani kuti mudzalandira mphoto yanu kuchokera kwa Ambuye, imene analonjeza kwa anthu ake. Mukutumikira Ambuye Khristu."
Kubwerera m'mbuyo pamene ndilandira kutsutsidwa kapena malingaliro oipa ndi chinthu chakale, chifukwa sindiperekanso zomwe ndikumverera. M'malo mwake ndimasankha kudzichepetsa, kuvomereza chowonadi ndi kulimbana kuti ndigonjetse malingaliro oipa, malingaliro, ndi ziyeso zimene zimabwera mwa ine m'mikhalidwe imeneyi. Ndikachita zimenezi, Mulungu akhoza kugwira nane ntchito ndi kundisintha. Tsiku lililonse, m'mikhalidwe yonse, ndikhoza kupeza mkwiyo, kunyada ndi tchimo lina lomwe lili mwa ine, kuvomereza ndipo m'kupita kwa nthawi, ndikhoza kukhala munthu watsopano kwathunthu wodzazidwa ndi zipatso za Mzimu. Ndi chozizwitsa chotani nanga!
Musakhumudwe
Umboni wanga ndi wakuti sindikukumbukira nthawi yomaliza imene ndinakhumudwa. N'zosatheka kuti ndikhumudwe ngati ndikukhulupirira malonjezo a Mulungu! Ndiye ine ndiri womasuka ku complexes wotsika, kudziyerekezera ndekha ndi ena, nsanje, kumverera mlandu, etc. Satana, yemwe akufuna kundiimba mlandu nthawi zonse (Chivumbulutso 12:10), ayenera kundithawa, chifukwa alibe mphamvu pa ine pamene ndikuvomereza choonadi ndikuthokoza ndi kutamanda Mulungu kuti Iye adzandisintha, pang'onopang'ono. Ndimagwiranso lingaliro lakuti pakapita nthawi, "pang'onopang'ono" zimakhala zambiri!
"... kotero kuti mudzakhala ndi moyo wamtundu umene umalemekeza ndi kusangalatsa Ambuye m'njira iliyonse. Mudzabala zipatso m'ntchito iliyonse yabwino ndi kukula m'chidziŵitso cha Mulungu. Mulungu adzakulimbitsani ndi mphamvu zake zazikulu kuti musataye mtima mavuto akadzabwera, koma mudzakhala oleza mtima." Akolose 1:10-11 (NCV).
Ndikuthokoza Mulungu kuti n'zotheka kukhala womasuka ku kulefulidwa konse ndi malingaliro a kusakhala wabwino mokwanira. Ndikuthokoza Iye kuti ndikutha kuona zimene Iye akufuna kundisonyeza za ine ndekha tsiku lililonse ndi kuti ndikhoza kukondwera kuti ndikhoza kusintha ndi kukhala ngati Yesu.