Kodi munayamba mwamvapo chinachake kukukokani pamtima? Kuti moyo wanu uyenera kukhala watanthauzo kwambiri kuposa mmene uliri tsopano? Kuti munafuna kutuluka m'mavuto amene muli nawo? Kodi munayamba mwalakalaka kukhala wosangalala ndi kukhala ndi chikhumbo chenicheni m'moyo wanu? Ndinatero, ndipo ndinaganiza zomvetsera ku kulakalaka kumeneko komwe kunali mumtima mwanga...
Nthawi zonse ndinkadziwa kuti pali Mphamvu Yapamwamba, ngakhale kuti ndinakulira m'nyumba imene sitilankhula za Mulungu. Ndikayang'ana m'mbuyo, ndikutha kuona kuti Mulungu anali nane nthawi zonse, akugwira ntchito mumtima wanga wachinyamata ndi kundikokera kwa Iyemwini. Kuyambira ndili mwana, ndinkapemphera n'kumalankhula ndi Mulungu zinthu zimene ndinkaona kuti sindingathe kulankhula ndi makolo anga, ngakhale kuti sindinkamvetsa kwenikweni amene ndinkapemphera.
Mulungu anali nane ndili mwana
Ndinali mwana wokwiya m'nyumba yosasangalatsa. Zinthu zinafika poipa kwambiri ndipo ndili ndi zaka 13, ndinayenera kuchoka kunyumba kwathu kwa miyezi 4-5. Panthaŵi imeneyo, ndinakhala ndi azakhali anga ndi amalume anga amene anali Akristu. Kukhala nawo chinali chithu chabwino ndipo ndinaona anthu amene anali osangalala ndi okondedwa. Ndinatha kuona kusiyana pakati pawo ndi banja lathu. Kusiyana kwakukulu kunali kwakuti anali wosangalala
Nditabwerera kunyumba, zinthu zinayenda bwino kwa kanthawi. Kenako ndinakhala wachinyamata wopanduka, wovuta ndipo ndinkaona ngati moyo wanga ukugwa. Ndinadziŵa kuti ndinafunikira thandizo ndi kuti malo okha kuti ndipeze thandizo limenelo anali ochokera kwa Mulungu. Choncho ndinayamba kusunga . Tsiku lililonse ndinkalemba vesi lachisawawa la m'Baibulo m'daileti yanga kenako n'kulemba zimene ndinkaganiza pa vesi limeneli. Kupyolera m'kulemba malingaliro anga kumeneku, ndinazindikira kuti ndinakonda Yesu ndi kuti pamene ndinachimwa, zinampweteka Iye. Sindinafune kupweteka Amene ndimamukonda!
Chosankha chosangalatsa
Ndinadziŵa kuti moyo wanga udakali wosowa kanthu kena, chotero ndinalankhula ndi azakhali anga amene ndinakhala nawo pamene ndinali mwana. Chotulukapo chake chinali chakuti anandigulira tikiti yopita ku mlungu wa msonkhano wa achichepere Wachikristu m'mapiri. Ndinalira sabata yonse chifukwa ndinamva ngati potsiriza ndapeza nyumba yanga - apa ndi pamene ndinali! Ndinayamikira kwambiri kuti Yesu sanandigonjere komanso kuti Iye anandikhulupirira, ngakhale pamene sindinakhulupirire ndekha.
Kumapeto kwa mlungu umenewo, ndili ndi zaka 17, ndinapereka mtima wanga kwa Yesu ndipo ndinaganiza zosintha mmene ndikukhalira panopa. Ndinadzisunga ndekha pafupi ndi anthu amene amakhulupirira Mulungu ndipo akhoza kundithandiza mmene moyo kwa Iye. Ndinkafuna kukhala moyo wanga pamodzi ndi Iye. Ndinazindikira kuti ngati ndikukayikira chinachake kapena ndinali ndi chisokonezo chochita chinachake, mwina panali chifukwa chake; chinali chikumbumtima changa kulankhula kwa ine. Pamene ndinali kusintha zinthu zakunja monga amene ndinali naye pa ubwenzi ndi zomwe ndinathera nthawi yanga ndikuchita, maganizo anga pang'onopang'ono anatembenuka kuyesa kulamulira zinthu zakunja ku moyo wanga woganiza ndi moyo wamkati. Maganizo anga pa chilichonse anasintha.
Yankho la zonse lili pano!
Kunyumba sindinalandire chichirikizo chilichonse kaamba ka chosankha changa cha kukhala ndi moyo kaamba ka Yesu, ndipo kusiyana pakati pa mzimu panyumba ndi mzimu m'tchalitchi kunadziŵika bwino kwambiri kwa ine. Ndinazindikira kuti ndikhoza kugwiritsa ntchito mikhalidwe yovuta imeneyi imene ndinali nawo, mwina kuti ndiyandikire kwa Mulungu kapena kutaya chiyembekezo pa chilichonse. Ndinapanga chosankha cholimba chakuti ndidzachipereka chirichonse ndi kukhala ndi moyo wanga kotheratu kaamba ka Yesu, chotero ndinasamuka panyumba ya banja langa. Ndinayamba kuŵerengadi m'Baibulo m'malo mongosankha mavesi apa ndi apo. Pamene ndinaŵerenga kwambiri, m'pamenenso ndinasangalala kwambiri. Mnzanga wa m'chipindacho anabwera kunyumba tsiku lina pamene ndinali kuŵerenga Baibulo ndipo ndinamuitana kuti, "Zonse zili pano! Yankho la zonse lili pano!"
Ndinazindikira kuti mwa chifundo cha Mulungu ndi pamene ndinalandira chisomo kuti ndipereke moyo wanga kwa Iye ndi kukhala wosangalala kwambiri. Zinalibe kanthu kuti zakale zanga zinali zotani kapena kuti mikhalidwe yanga inali yotani, Mulungu anali kundiitana ndipo anaika kulakalaka zabwino mumtima mwanga. Iye anali kumeneko ndi ine pa nthawi yamdima kwambiri ya moyo wanga ndipo wakhala akundikokera kwa Iyemwini nthawi yonseyi.
Kuposa chisankho cha nthawi imodzi
Chisankho chokhala ndi moyo kwa Iye sichinali chinthu chomwe ndinasankha kamodzi kokha. Ndinafunikira kupitiriza kusankha kukhala ndi moyo kwa Iye m'mikhalidwe yaing'ono, ya tsiku ndi tsiku. Kodi ndimasankha kuchita chifuniro changa, kapena ndimasankha kuchita chifuniro Chake? Kodi ndimasankha kukwiya pamene wina achita chinachake choipa kapena chopusa, kapena kodi ndimasankha kukhalabe mu ubwino ndi chikondi? Kusankha kukhala ndi moyo kwa Mulungu ndi chisankho cha tsiku ndi tsiku chomwe ndikuyenera kupanga tsiku lililonse, ndipo iyi ndi nkhondo m'maganizo anga ndi mumtima mwanga. Sizibwera mwachibadwa kukhala wabwino kapena woleza mtima kapena wokoma mtima. Pamene ndikupitiriza kusankha zabwino ndi kusankha kukhala ndi moyo kwa Yesu tsiku lililonse, ndimakhala wosangalala ndi wosangalala ndipo amene ndimakhala nawo ankatha kuziwona. Makolo anga sanandionepo wosangalala chonchi ndipo tsopano akuvomereza mmene ndasankhira kukhala ndi moyo.
"Chitani zinthu zimenezi, ndipo khalani nazo kuti kupita kwanu patsogolo kuoneke kwa onse. Muziganizira kwambiri za kugwira ntchito pa chitukuko chanu komanso zimene mumaphunzitsa. Mukachita zimenezi, mudzadzipulumutsa nokha ndi amene akukumvani." 1 Timoteyo 4:15-16 (CEB).
Ngati Mulungu akhoza kundibweretsa ine ku moyo wachimwemwe, wokhutiritsa kwa Iye, Iye ndithudi akhoza kuchita izo kwa inunso. Koma muyenera kudzipatsa nokha 100% ndi kumukonda ndipo mukufuna kumutumikira ndi mtima wanu wonse. Sindinali kukhala pansi ndi kuyembekezera kuti zinthu m'moyo wanga zisinthe koma ndinali wokangalika poyesa kupeza Mulungu. Iye anandithandiza ndi kundipatsa mphamvu ndi chisomo chimene ndinafunikira kuti ndikhale ndi moyo kwa Iye ndi kukhala ndi moyo wachimwemwe. Ndipo Iye adzachitanso chimodzimodzi kwa inu ngati mufunafuna Iye ndi mtima wanu wonse. Ziribe kanthu kuti makhalidwe Anu ndi wotani. (Yeremiya 29:13.)
"Tsopano ndikukupatsani chisankho pakati pa moyo ndi imfa, pakati pa dalitso la Mulungu ndi temberero la Mulungu, ndipo ndikuyitanitsa kumwamba ndi dziko lapansi kuti ndione chosankha chimene mumapanga. Sankhani moyo. Kondani Yehova Mulungu wanu, muzimumvera ndi kukhala wokhulupirika kwa iye, ndiyeno inu ndi mbadwa zanu mudzakhala ndi moyo nthawi yaitali m'dziko limene analonjeza kuti adzapatsa makolo anu, Abulahamu, Isake, ndi Yakobo." Deuteronomo 30:19-20 (ERV). Mulungu watipatsa chosankha; sankhani moyo!