Lero nditha kuyang’ana m’mbuyo pa moyo wanga wautali monga wophunzira wa Yesu. Kutsatira Yesu kwakhala moyo wabwino kwambiri ndiponso wosangalatsa kwambiri. Koma zinanditengera nthawi kuti ndipeze moyo umenewu wokhala wophunzira.
Kuzungulira kosatha
Pamene ine ndi mwamuna wanga tinali banja lachinyamata, tinkapita ku mpingo wa Pentekosite wa m’dera lathu. Mawu a Mulungu ankawerengedwa, ndipo ndinkakhulupirira kuti anali oona. Ndinkadziwa kuti Baibulo limanena momveka bwino za machimo ambiri monga chigololo, kunama, umbombo, ndi machimo ena ambiri. Ndinkadziwa kuti miseche ndi kunenera ena zoipa kumbuyo kwawo si ntchito za Mkhristu weniweni.
Tinali ndi anzathu apamtima a kutchalitchi amene tinkakonda kusonkhana nawo. Ndinaona kuti tikakhala limodzi, tinkakonda kunenera ena zoipa kumbuyo kwawo ndi kuchita miseche yambiri. Sindinkafuna kukhala munthu wamiseche, koma nthawi zonse nkhaniyo ikayamba, ndinkadzipeza ndikuloweleramo kapena kungovomereza zimene zanenedwa. Ndinkalephera kulimba mtima n’kunena zimene zinali zoyenera. Pambuyo pake ndinkadzimva wolakwa komanso wotsutsidwa. Chinthu chokha chimene ndinkatha kuchita chinali kupempha Mulungu kuti andikhululukire. Ndinkadziwa kuti zimenezi zinali zolakwika, koma sindinkadziwa mmene zingasinthire. Ndinkadziwa kuti zidzachitikanso ndipo ndidzapezekanso pamalo omwewo, ndikupempha Mulungu kuti andikhululukirenso.
Ndinkaganiza kuti umu ndi mmene Akhristu amakhalira—kuchimwa ndi kupempha chikhululukiro, n’kumangokhalira kukhumudwa ndi kulephera kosatha. Ndinkadziwa kuti ndiyenera kusangalala nthawi zonse (Afilipi 4:4), koma kodi ndiyenera kusangalala ndi chiyani? Kodi moyo wachikhristu suyenera kukhala ndi tanthauzo lozama komanso wodzaza ndi chimwemwe?
Khristu wovumbulutsidwa m’thupi
Pafupifupi nthawi imeneyi ndinamva koyamba za “Khristu wovumbulutsidwa m’thupi”; kuti Khristu anali ndi thupi lomwelo, umunthu womwewo wochimwa umene ine ndinali nawo, ndipo anagonjetsa uchimo wonse m’thupi limenelo. Ntchito ya Yesu sinali kungokhululukira machimo anga okha, koma kundipatsanso mphamvu zogonjetsa uchimo ndi kukhala ngati Iye. Zimenezi zinatanthauza kuti zimenezi zinali zothekanso kwa inenso! Izi zinasintha chilichonse! Malemba anayamba kukhala amoyo kwa ine. Ndinawamva ngati kuti sindinawamvepo kale. Uku kunali kusintha kwakukulu pa moyo wanga.
“Tsono popeza kuti anawo ndi anthu, wokhala ndi mnofu ndi magazi, Yesu nayenso anakhala munthu ngati iwowo kuti kudzera mu imfa awononge Satana amene ali ndi mphamvu yodzetsa imfa. Pakuti ndi njira yokhayi imene Iye angamasule amene pa moyo wawo onse anali ngati akapolo chifukwa choopa imfa." Aheberi 2:14,15.
Ndinaona kuti uchimo unali ndi mphamvu pa ine m’mbali zambiri. Mwachitsanzo, ndinkatha kukwiya mosavuta ena akachita zimene sindinkakonda. Ndinayamba kumvetsa kuti kukwiya kwanga sikunali chifukwa cha munthu winayo. Yesu sanagonje ku mkwiyo pamene anayesedwa. Kodi inenso ndingathe bwanji kufika pamenepo? (Yakobo 1:19-20.)
“Ngati wina aliyense akufuna kutsata Ine, ayenera kudzikana yekha ndi kusenza mtanda wake tsiku ndi tsiku, n'kumanditsa Ine.” Luka 9:23.
Kufika pa muzu wa vutolo
Ndinkafuna kukhala wophunzira, munthu amene amamutsatira Iye moona mtima! Ndinaona kuti ndiyenera kulimbana mwamphamvu ngati ndikufuna kugonjetsa. Choncho nthawi yomweyo pamene ndinayesedwa, m’malo mogonjera ku mkwiyo wanga, ndinapemphera ndi kupempha Mulungu kuti andipatse mphamvu Zake. Ndinayamba kudziuza ndekha kuti Ayi—ndinangokhala chete.
Koma posakhalitsa ndinazindikira kuti kungokhala chete sikunali kokwanira; ndinkafunika kufika pa muzu wa uchimowo, pa chifukwa chenicheni chimene ndinkalankhulira mwaukali kapena kukwiya. Chinachake mwa ine, m’chibadwa changa chauchimo, chinkafuna kudzudzula ndi kunena miseche; chinkafuna kukwiya chifukwa ndinkaganiza kuti ndinali ndi ufulu wokwiya—ndipo chimenecho chinali mdani weniweni. Ndinkafunika kudana ndi zimenezi, osalimbikitsa zilakolako zimenezi kapena kugwirizana nazo. Zimenezi zinali zopweteka, chifukwa zinali zosemphana ndi maganizo anga ndi mmene ndinkamvera, koma ndinamvetsa kuti uku kunali kumva zowawa komweko kumene Yesu anapirira kuti asachimwe. (1 Petro 2:21-23). Mu 1 Petro 4:1, zimenezi zikufotokozedwa kuti “kumva zowawa m’thupi.”
“Popeza kuti Khristu anamva zowawa m'thupi lake, mukhale nawonso mtima womwewo, chifukwa iye amene amva zowawa m'thupi lake walekana nawo uchimo. Chifukwa cha ichi, iwo sakhalanso moyo akuchita zofuna za matupi awo, koma amachita chifuniro cha Mulungu.” 1 Petro 4:1-2.
Ndinali ndi chikhulupiriro chakuti zimenezi zinali zotheka kwa ine. Ndi mphamvu ya Mulungu, ndikanatha kukana uchimo umene unali m’chibadwa changa chaumunthu ndi kusiya kuchimwa—monga mmene Yesu anachitira! Iye anatsegula “njira yatsopano ndi yamoyo” (Aheberi 10:20), ndipo ndikanatha kumutsatira panjirayo. Monga mmene Yesu analandirira mphamvu zogonjetsa, inenso ndikanatha kulandira mphamvu imeneyo.
“Inu simunasankhe Ine. koma Ine ndinakusankhani kuti mupite ndi kukabereka zipatso, zipatso zake za nthawi yayitali....” Yohane 15:16.
Mphamvu ya Mawu a Mulungu ingasinthe moyo wanga wonse ndikawakhulupirira komanso kukhala wokonzeka kulimbana ndikayesedwa. Pang’ono ndi pang’ono, ndingathe kugonjetsa uchimo ndikapitiriza kuchita zimenezi.
Ndachoka pokhala kapolo wopanda mphamvu wa machimo monga miseche ndi mkwiyo, mpaka kuphunzira kulimbana ndi uchimo monga mmene Yesu anachitira pamene anali munthu ngati ife. Ndinayamba kusangalala pamene ndinkamasulidwa mowonjezereka ku zinthu zimenezi. Ngakhale kuti pali zambiri zimene ndiyenera kugonjetsa, ndikuona njira yoti nditsatire ndipo ndikhoza kupempha thandizo mwamsanga kuti ndigonjetse uchimo nthawi iliyonse pamene ndikuyesedwa. (Aheberi 4:16.)
Mayesero onse ndi mwayi—mwayi wogonjetsa ndi kukhala ndi zambiri za moyo ndi makhalidwe abwino a Yesu! Moyo wake ukukhala moyo wanga, pang'ono ndi pang'ono! (Yohane 7:38; 2 Akorinto 9:8). Palibe malire pa zimene Mulungu angathe kuchita ndi zimene adzachite m’moyo wanga!